And so its friday… Everyone loves friday… Some shout TGIF!!! Haha… Yeah… I love fridays as it marks the end of the week. Next friday, I will be officially ending my stint in NCS. Well, I have mixed feelings about leaving this fantastic company. For one I feel happy that I can finally take a long break to rest and relax before I start my perm job in Oct. On the other hand, I feel sad leaving the company as I love the people, the culture and the working environment (even though there are politics, but, which company don’t have politics right?). I must say that all the bosses in the department treat me very well and they are always ready to teach me things be it technical stuffs, pr skills, or life. Really appreciate the guidance from them these days, telling me what to expect in my audit job next time, telling me about certain aspects of life etc. etc., eating lunch together… =]

Next Friday I am going out with my boss after work. I was supposed to meet jh, lp and mindy for dinner. But I had no choice but to reject my initial appointment as I think its like once in a lifetime to have a farewell celebration like that on next Friday. When I agreed to the appointment, I forgotten that its my last day next Friday and that there is bound to be a farewell celebration at night for me. So ya… Its my fault… All I can say is jh, lp and mindy SORRY, we can always meet another time right?

Well, some people are rather unhappy about me always being busy and unable to meet. And so some say “ okie lo..postpone indefinitely then” So what can I do? You want to meet on Friday you only tell me on Wednesday. Do you think I can make it? I can’t push away my initial appointment wad. I plan my stuff ahead. Whoever asks me out first gets the priority. And so… you will think… now you are pushing us away to meet your boss. Well, that’s different. I guess some people will never understand. But well, I can only say sorry, sorry and very sorry. I am someone who plans ahead, but sometimes there are things that I have to put in my priority. Everyone prioritize. If you got a farewell party organized by your boss and you have a gathering with your friends (which can easily be held some other time) which will you choose?

Oh well, I plan ahead. Its the weekends and I want to enjoy… I always plan to go out with friends. So if this friend cannot make it, look for another one… I plan one week in advance. So… its not that I am always busy with my own activities… I look for my own activities early and if you are late then we can always arrange to meet another time… I am not saying its your fault but rather its nobody’s fault. I mean what’s the point of getting yourself unhappy and frustrated when you can’t go out? Look for another program la. What’s the problem? Seriously… Worst come to worst… if there is no activities, stay at home la… Go home on a Friday night and rest. What’s wrong with recuperating at home on a weekend? And so some say you will never understand… Well, I guess is you don’t understand yourself and you don’t plan and manage your own time properly yourself. Nothing is impossible in life. If you do not even understand and have confidence in yourself then everything will not go smoothly for you be it work or personal life. If you do not know how to manage your time well yourself, nobody will have time for you. Ah well… Some people just… I also don’t know how to say la…

To wrap up this entry, I shall say life is short, treasure it by staying happy… And to stay happy, its a matter of YOU choosing to be happy or sad. That’s all… Time to sleep. Good night peeps… =]