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Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Marketing project meeting today at tcc milennia walk again, followed by a late lunch at hk cafe. More in depth discussion and loads of jokes. Muhahahaha... LOL!!! Meeting on thursday again at michelle's house. =] Reached home, watch TV, surf net and now blogging. Done nothing constructive. Haha... Recess week... Just rest and relax. Feeling hungry but nothing to eat. Sianz. Okie, my plan to study stats has failed 50%. Haha... Nevermind... I shall study for it from tomorrow onwards. Okie, tomorrow 3km morning run followed by some chin ups. Haha... I shall always remember to do small exercises like that or else later my fitness drop until don't know where and I will suffer during my june in-camp training. =] Haha... I just recalled and realised that my OB class guys like to talk about their army experience as a clerk when michelle asked whether I was doing a 8-5 job in army last time. Haha... Sadly, as skinny as I am, I am in the combat side and had to stay-in. Haha... Song of the day: 张韶涵 - 手心的太阳
11:43 PM
Koda Kumi - Yume no Uta Very nice song... I love it. =] Yume no Uta and Futari de both use the same melody with differing arrangements as well as the lyrics and vocals - 'Yume no Uta' is sadder and more of a power ballad, while 'Futari de...' is quieter and a bit happier.This was done because the melody is said to contain both the elements of sadness and happiness, hence, the production of these two songs to set as a two-story ballad, with each song representing different sides and outcomes of the same love story. Enjoy...
12:18 AM
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Marketing project meeting at tcc milenia walk. Haha... It was a great success. Lots of ideas. =] Okie so now we have decided on when to meet for project again, tues and thurs. I am tired already, so I shall skip stats revision for today. Lazy bones. Tomorrow's plan will be Morning: Run or swim; Library after that to search for resources and inspirations for logo design and interiors design for marketing project. Afternoon: Start work!!! Late afternoon: Stats revision, accumulated lecture 1,2 and 3 ; TV Night: Continue what is left undone; TV; Surf the net to check on my forum poll. =] Haha... Thats all. For now, rest and relac... Everyone enjoy your recess week. Cheers!! Song of the day: 周杰伦 - 搁浅
9:50 PM
Saturday, February 24, 2007
Tuition from 1130hrs to 1430hrs. The mum has requested that I teach her daugther as well who is not even primary 1 yet. Haha... Okie... Effortless work worth $100 for 1 and a half hours. Now, my monthly income increase by $100. Great!!! Okie of course compared to some it is peanuts but to me its at least $100 more for teaching things like 3+3=6 and something like she likes to eat strawberry cake, she is singular so use likes cannot use like. Hahahaha... Came home ate lunch, bathe, sleep. Haha... Waste time the whole day... Got a headache. Okie. Today is my off day. No work. Just TV, the Net and MORE SLEEP. Tomorrow is the start of recess week aka super packed working week. Marketing project meeting to kick start the busy working week. Okie perhaps I should state my timetable for the week. 25 Feb, Sun: Marketing project meeting; Stats revision (Lecture 1 and 2) 26 Feb, Mon: Stats revision (Lecture 3); Comm. Mgt. presentation research 27 Feb, Tues: Stats revision (Lecture 4); Comm. Mgt. presentation slides+script 28 Feb, Wed: Stats revision (Lecture 5); Marketing project? (Not confirmed) 01 Mar, Thurs: Stats revision (Lecture 6); Econs Tutorial 02 Mar, Fri: All other Tutorials; Read-up 03 Mar, Sat: AIESEC Marketing Talk, Comm. Mgt. presentation practice by ownself? 04 Mar, Sun: DO NOTHING... SLACK... SLEEP... Haha... basically this is roughly hwta I will be doing during the recess week. Haha... Hopefully in between there is space for relaxation. =] Cheers...
6:34 PM
Friday, February 23, 2007
Oh my god, this guy is GOOD!!! He is Greg Pattillo. He is now my idol. Wah, if only I had half of his skills. Must ask Jia Hui to see this man. Amazing... Beatbox and play flute at the same time. Besides beatbox he used various other techniques which aren't easy to play on the flute. First, is glissando (not very difficult to play one, but to play a effective and good one is difficult lahz). I like his glissando. So nice... Okie for those who don't know what is glissando it is the a smooth continuous sliding from one pitch to other. Second, flutter tonguing. I think he only used it in the "Peter and Wolf". Oh gosh, although I can do flutter tonguing but mine is always flat. His is GOOD!!! Overall, he is just GREAT!!! See it for yourself. Beatboxing Flute "Peter and the Wolf" Mario Tune Beatboxing flute inspector gadget remix
11:34 PM
Its friday... It marks the start of the recess week and the start of more work. Marketing project, Stats quiz, Comm Management graded presentation... endless tutorials and presentation... the list goes on. Today was quite a alright day until I reached home. I am very upset. I am very tired. Sometimes, it doesn't mean if one want to stay positive and be happy he can be. External factor ruins almost everything. External factor rob your happiness. External factor indirectly kills your positivity. There just isn't a way to stay non-chanlant to certain things. Sometimes, you just want to fall asleep and never wake up. Sometimes, you just wished that you are understood. Sometimes, you just want to be left alone. Sometimes, you just feel so tired explaining. Sometimes, you just feel so upset. Sometimes, you just hate it. Sometimes, you just feel so pissed that you want to shout fuck off but you can't. Sometimes, you just need someone to listen. Sometimes, you just talk and never be heard. Sometimes, people are just smile but their hearts scorn. Sometimes, you just wished that you had enough money to buy a house and stay outside alone. Sometimes, you just don't know... ... just don't know... ... what else can be done or said... Tommorow will be a better day. =]
8:02 PM
Thursday, February 22, 2007
So tired. Haha... Stats project presentation. Haha... She didn't picked us for presentation but she asked questions. Haha... Aiyo... But we answered correctly lorz, its the other group answer wrongly and she happily assume that the other group is correct and gave us a cannot make it face. In the end, the other group realised they times but when the tutor asked them they said divide. Diaoz. "-_- They told the tutor in the end. Haha... So its TIMES!!! My group was right. Loser tutor. Don't even know which is correct. =X Lectures and home. Haha... Sleeping sia in lecture. Cannot take it liaoz. Really too tired. Just finished econs tutorial. Oh gosh... So difficult. Don't know how to do all. Don't even understand what the question want. So dead. In the end i sought help from Michelle because I don't want to get grilled by the econs tutor again. So now I owe Michelle big time. Hmmz... 2 vegetable paus for econs lecture on me? Haha... Marketing... Aiya... Lazy to do lahz. Feel like sleeping liaoz. zzzzz... Song of the day: Tank - 专属天使
11:18 PM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
First day in school after a "long" CNY break. It is a long day. OB presentation. Whlist Jinlin's presentation was splendid and had definitely won the affection of the tutor once again, my part was like shit again. Haha... Chem elective test. It was a total flop. I wrote rubbish on the test paper. Clearly and seriously I never studied for it at all... People wrote paragraphs while I wrote only three lines. Haha... Serve me right for not even wanting to study for it. Great!!! It takes up 40% weightage. May my rubbish be blessed to become golden words that will score me some marks. Obviously, I am dreaming big time. Forget it... Its over... This hard fall helps me to get a hold of myself and wake up from my dreams. I need to work. I need to study. NO MORE slacking. NO MORE!!! Brace up. Study hard. MUG ALL THE WAY!!!! Yay... I finished my stats tutorial in the fastest time possible. Less than half an hour... and amazing I never attend lecture and I never really read up the tetxbook. I just do and refer abit. I did it. =] Someone give me a medal for that. Haha...
9:42 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
Koda Kumi -Unmei LIVE Nice vocals, nice outfit (though she isn't wearing the kimono properly... hmmmz...)
1:51 PM
It is the last day before school starts again... Oh gosh!!! Time flies at the speed of light. What did I promise myself to do during this really long break? I accomplished nothing. Haha... Except for watching DVD. Well done!! Somebody give me a medal for it. Completed 30 episodes in 2 and a half days. Haha... This sem is a disaster for me. I am plauged with many problems which doesn't seems to go away. It is affecting my performance. It is affecting my determination to get As. I may not have high IQ and high EQ but I know that I will get As if I work hard like last sem. But there is just something hindering me this sem. I don't know why. Although there are days when I am fully charged to mug, 90% of the time I am not charged at all. The problem lies with me and myself. I need to set a long term goal to look forward to and to work for. That way, I will be motivated to work hard every sem. Okie. Enough said. I will survive this sem with lesser As. Candy my place in dean's list give you for one sem, make sure you mug real hard to replace me, don't throw face for RJC worz. =X Speak as though I am from RJC. Haha... I am not... Okie... Enough school work. A call yesterday set me off pondering about alot of things again. It is the past. I wanted very much to join everyone for steamboat, but I am not ready to face her. I am just not ready. I couldn't let go. The main reason why I didn't go is because I don't want to sink deeper just by seeing her again. It hurts. Of course there were a host of other reasons but they will remain as reasons that I won't disclose here. The only reason that I could think of to turn up for the gathering is to return those things I borrowed from the people there. But... The desire to return those things weren't as strong as the desire to not go at all. Those memories became my dreams. I woke up to a gloomy morning. I looked out of the windows and saw the grey skies. It is a bad start. But I will make sure I take my mind off all those gloomy stuff and concentrate on the sunny stuff. The heavy clouds was blown away by the wind. Now, I see the blue skies and the sun rays came into my room. It is gonna be a splendid and fruitful day of mugging balanced off with DVDs followed by a hearty dinner at my aunt's house. Cheers... Rise and shine... Haha... =] My facts of life discontinued liaoz. Under construction. Coming soon... Haha... Song of the Day: 亲亲- 梁静茹
8:53 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
It is the second day of chinese new year!!! Yay!!! Chu Er!!!! Erm okie... Whats that excitment for? Haha... I also don't know lehz... Just finished compiling the stats case study report. Haha... To not be chosen to present the case, all of us shall turn up late on thrusday so that even if we are picked we are not there and the tutor will pick some other groups to present. Muhahaha... Okie, one down... the next up is OB presentation. Prepare my speech. Hope I don't make a fool of myself again. Then I have got elective test to prepare and marketing project to think about. Oh gosh... Marketing... I am damn worried for it. Haha... Nvm... When the boat reach the head of the bridge, it will naturally straighten. Hahaha... Translate to chinese. Gosh... better stop talking about school and work here... Don't want to be stressed out. Haha... Have been watching this casino HK show called 赌场风云 since Chinese New Year eve because my sis rented the DVD. Haha... Hope I get the chinese words right. The show quite funny and I like it when they analyse how to win people. They are so smart and knowledgable. Haha... From the show, I learnt that to differentiate whether a person is faking a laughter, you have to look at the corner of his eyes. If a person is laughing from the bottom of his heart, the lines at the corner of your eyes (don't know what is that called) will show up. Haha... Interesting... Suppose it is true ya. Haha... Oh... The show also got one new actor and one new actress. Haha... The actress chio!!! Haha... for the girls the actor shuai lahz... Haha... Bosco Wong is the actor, info grabbed from candy. Hahaha... Song of the Day: 王力宏 - 第一个清晨
11:34 AM
Saturday, February 17, 2007
Oh gosh... there were some major misunderstandings due to one of my blog entry. Omg!!! Okie nvm, cleared it le. Sorry once again. Hope everything is fine now. Yesterday went to shop for new year clothes as well as to cut hair in town. Omg!!! So many people. Waited for 1 hour before I could have my hair cut at hair profile in fareast. Well... Not bad... But I still prefer Kimage. Haha... the reason why I cut my hair there is cos I was too lazy to go back to Kimage in tampines, so just cut anywhere in town lahz. See the hair profile like quite pro like that so go inside and cut lorz. Haha... I bought a Volcom t-shirt. One of those brands with slim fit t-shirt cutting for guys. So nice... their clothes fit perfectly on skinny guys like me. I don't know if the brand is making slim fit tees for skinny guys like me or is it for beefy guys to wear it tight-skin-fit. Haha... Anyhow, it looks nice on me. Other surf brands like ripcurl and reef also have slim fit tees. But the ripcurl designs some really not nice at all lahz. Reef has nice designs but there is always no S size everywhere. Okie... Conclusion Volcom is the best. There is also a brand called Mooks, I like their emblem t-shirts but aiyo so expensive. No money lahz. Haha... Well, talking about slim fit tees for guys when I wear them it really makes me seems thin lahz. But I think at least it is fitting and won't look so sloppy. Imagine wearing those normal tees that is like abit too big for a skinny body, then it will look bloody sloppy right? Haha... So, its better to look thin then to look sloppy. Oh no... Chinese new year and there are so many things to do. Prepare for ob presentation, marketing project, stats project. Faints. Haha... Happy chinese new year to everyone!!! Song of the day: 都是你 - 光良
11:59 AM
Thursday, February 15, 2007
Stats tut as usual, boring with the mumbling of the tutor in the background and sound of people typing and chatting on msn. Lunch at can 2. Food was good. Lecture was funny. This time got three siao zabo laughing beside me. Omg... I feel like laughing along with them also even though you don't know what they were actually laughing at. OB presentation meeting after lecture. It was a fruitful meeting, lots of ideas from everyone. =] Jinlin sent me home after that in his Hyundi Getz. He is really one hell of a ultra nice person you get to meet once in a blue moon. We talked alot and I can really feel that he is a very nice person. Aiyo make me feel so bad when he told me his whole family is waiting for him to eat dinner and yet he sent me home. Oh ya... I gained and learnt many insights from our conversation. Haha... Its a fruitful day.
9:26 PM
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
It valentine's day today!!! Yay!!! Haha... Its just another normal day for me because I got no valentine. However, for many it was an important event/day/festival. Many guys and girls were walking around the school with small bouquets of roses and heart shaped balloons in shades of pink, white and red filled the air. Special events or activities were held in the foyer near canteen B to celebrate this joyous occasion which seemed rather normal to the singles. Many girls were dressed in their sweetest/most demure/nicest/prettiest dresses, with the nicest make ups on radiant faces that you don't see on normal days. Haha... Okie... For me is go school, lessons, lunch break - eat lunch, lessons, and home. Simple routine life. The mrt was filled with people and the aroma/fragrance of fresh flowers was lingering around my nose for the entire trip home because a guy holding a bunch of flowers was sitting beside me. Haha... Sitting on the other side of me was this stupid guy who was dosing off and his head was obviously so heavy that he must lean towards me. Wah piang.... I was so irritated that I just gently pushed him away and he woke up. Guess what? Next moment he was sleeping again and leaning towards me again. Wah piang.... So fast fall asleep one lorz... What the hell... Sorry lahz... No gay tendency... Go away!!! Okie thats all for the mrt trip. As I was walking from the mrt station back home... Wah... Traffic jam no need money one lorz... There was a massive jam... So many vehicles on the road can... And there were one uncle and one young guy quarreling along the road. Don't what happened... Don't care... Go home do tutorial. Haha... Life is boring. Life is lonely. BUT, who says life haven't been exciting before? Who says I haven't experienced much of what others have experienced? Who says that I don't know and am not the right person to give advices? The one year plus taught me alot, the 3 months of work, communication, and interaction with so many different characters taught me even more on different aspects of life. As I always say, the underestimated one is me. Whatever. As long as I know I have been there and what I say makes sense to a certain extent, its enough. No recognition is needed to motivate me, rather underestimation works as a much much more effective motivator. Suddenly, the energy to strive and thrive for excellence filled me. The power to stop feeling moodless is back. I am back on track. Thanks to those constant reminders of perfect discrimination, underestimations, prejudices, and perfect remarks like "side-kicks" of someone, I am now charged with the perfect energy to move on from my despondent state of reminiscing the past. Thanks to the encouragement from all walks of life, for instance, my com mgt presentation which I thought was total rubbish got double ticked and the video of it together with a few other near perfect presentations were discussed during class. I want to improve my presentation skills. Facts of life: "Prejudice is a process, discrimination is an action" Once prejudice is formed, discrimination is next. Song of the Day: Tank - 非你莫属
10:49 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Just couldn't concentrate reading those articles and textbooks. So sianz... Argh... This time really chui liaoz... I am not following the lessons at all with the exception of econs and stats. Die... OB and marketing are two subjects I can't concentrate to study. Because must read... I can't concentrate. Whatever... Now I am going to sleep and when I wake up I make sure I can concentrate reading the two articles. Zzzzzz....
3:29 PM
Monday, February 12, 2007
Econs micro quiz today. Haha... Chicken feet... BUT... Obviously my eyes got covered with stamps lahz, decrease I see as increase. Kana sai!! It is fated that I can't get full marks for it. Haha... Aiyo... Valmond misunderstood why I fought for a seat with him last week in econs tutorial as something else. I shall publicly announce my intentions of fighting for that seat now. It is to AVOID sitting with ** and NOT NOT NOT to purposely want to sit beside someone. Whatever, no amount of explanations can convince him. Haha... Anyway, we didn't literally fought lahz... He just tried to stop me from taking a seat and I just resisted. Thats all... In case some of you all think we all like kids who really fight over a seat. As for **, up to you guys to imagine who. I know its bad and I will get bad karma for announcing the avoidance here publicly, but when I do things I make sure my intentions are crystal clear. If I want to avoid... I tell everyone I am here to avoid. Thats all. Full stop. I am not angry neither am I frustrated, stressed or whatsoever. I just want to take my stand and make my intentions for my actions clear. Perhaps it is a demostration of a lack of EQ in this aspect, but seriously I need to make my intentions clear, clearer and clearest. Enough of clarity. Haha... A sms just ruined my day just now. What the hell... Asking for the sake of asking. You are better off if you didn't asked. I wanted to just reply fuck off. Seriously. Get the hell out of my life. Stop bothering me. I can't handle insincere invitations neither will I accept such frivolous attempts to what is so called trying to "keep in touch". Facts of life: "Every coin has a flip side" Many either see the head or the tail but few appreciates both the head and the tail. Song of the day: 波间带 - 林俊杰
11:07 PM
Saturday, February 10, 2007
Went to give tuition... Its payday again. Deposit the money and went home. Normally on payday I will go buy something to reward myself for a month of work, school work or effortless tuition work. Haha... Whatever... But today, just wasn't in the mood to do so. So... Go home lorz. Haha... Econs micro test on monday. Tried to study for it. Did those online quizzes from the textbook website and I think I should be quite prepared already, got an average of 8/10. Good enough. Just too lazy to read the textbook... It is 11 full wordy, lengthy, neverending chapters. Forget it. I can make it with understanding of the super brief lecture notes. I have left the econs tutorial to do this weekend. I don't intend to do any OB until Tues. Four articles and 2 chapters... Can I finish it? Try lorz... Haha... Chinese New Year is coming soon. I am not the least excited. It is a yearly event I drag my foot to, because you meet those relatives who are just not very nice and they are ever ready to pass caustic remarks about everything. Red packets are miserable. Total red packets I am going to recieve including my parents' one aren't even enough for me to buy a jeans or a business pants (around $80), perhaps enough for a good nice branded t-shirt. So... Chinese New Year is just any other day when you meet not very nice people. Haha... I am just going to hide at home after the first day of bai nian. I haven't buy any new year clothes. Lazy... Can't be bothered. Perhaps I will just grab some t-shirt at the last minute. I am only looking forward to the reunion dinner where there are tons of good food that you get to savour only at the reunion dinner. Like abalone, scallop, pacific clams, and many many more. Yummy... Haha... Memories keep flashing back now and then. Whats wrong man... As much as they are nice, it makes me sad. What the hell... So... Why I study so hard? Because it keeps my mind busy. No time and space to spare for thinking. Why do I make lame, stupid, brainless jokes and spastic facial expression for nothing? Because I want to keep myself happily occupied. Why I like to stone and rot? Because it keeps my mind empty. Going crazy... It still hurts after so long... Facts of life: "Memories are just memories, perhaps moving forward will create better realities" As much as memories are the nicest, embracing them just hurts so much. Perhaps a way to mitigate this pain is to move forward, look forward and maybe realities that can far surpass the nicest memories may be uncovered. Songs of the day: 非你莫属 - 林依晨
10:53 PM
I found this video on YouTube. Haha... This guy is Yitwoon's brother, Jia Wen. Very good singer. Haha... I did even know he went to took part in this competition at the Hark Cafe. The Hark Cafe is an unplugged karaoke cafe where any patrons can just go up the stage and sing. Every thurs there is a singing competition and every last sun of the month is the finals for the month's competition. The winner walks away with a guitar I think and a trophy. But guess people who take part in the competition is seeking the experience to pursue their interest. Haha... That time suppose to go watch Patrick sing there one but in the end Limin and Yiwen couldn't make it, so in the end I didn't go also. So sad. Haha... I miss singing with people like Yitwoon's brother. Haha... Given what has happened I supposed I won't have a chance anymore. Well... This is life... People enter and leave your life day in day out due to the occurrence of certian events be it directly ot indirectly linked. Whatever... At least after so long I get to hear good voices like Jia Wen's one in this video. Enjoy... =] Song of the day will be this song ba... Haha... Facts of life don't have any for today. Lazy... Haha...
12:17 AM
Thursday, February 8, 2007
Thurs... Yay!!! the week is drawing to an end... For some its already the end of the week. For me, I still got econs lecture and marketing presentation tml. Sianz. Haha... Anyway, today is a laughing day. Laugh laugh laugh and laugh alot. Haha... Okie the stats tutor thought I sit down there dumb dumb asked me to present my answers. Nay nay ni po po... I know how to do lorz. Nods head. Nod nod nod... Don't know the tutor is blur or what, she don't know that one part is wrong cos I calculated wrongly. She just nod her head. Omg!!! Well done. Haha... Lunch... then lecture. Laughs... LOL... Haha... After lecture, marketing presentation dry run. Haha... Then home. Well, facts of life today will be about my myopic view of love. Obviously, my facts of life makes some sense but don't make full sense. Abit lousy sometimes but I am just writing about things I observe around me and not trying to act pro or what. So pardon me for cliche facts of life. Haha... Facts of life: "Love is not about compatibility, its about integration." People in love may not be fully compatible but as long as they can enter and integrate into each other's life complementing each other, their relationship will last. However, when people of totally different lifes try to enter each other's life, they will start to feel that its a burden to compromise for each other. When it becomes a burden, its time for the relationship to end. Song of the day: 两只恋人 - 曹格
9:29 PM
Wednesday, February 7, 2007
Haha... Its a long long day today. I went to school early to print notes, followed by OB lesson at 1030am. Omg!!! I am just physically sitting there stoning to the core...I totally don't follow because I haven't prepared anything for the lesson. Don't even have the substance to smoke some questions or answers. Nvm... Next lesson then. Haha... After that lunch with sub-deans. How lucky can I get lahz... Guess which sub-dean is with me? Kana my "favourite" prof. who alwaes thought I am a dumb dumb because I go up the whiteboard and present nonesense for her. Haiz... Must be bad karma. Better start chanting sutras. Yes, after the lunch ended, I rushed to my electives lesson. Alamak... Nobody I know turned up. I sat alone there listening half awake. So tired. The sub-dean lunch was more of a mind-grilling talk than lunch lahz... Talk talk talk talk and more talks... So, you have to eat so slowly to prevent any embarassing things from happening and of course cannot eat so much or else people thought you hungry ghost. Haha... While I am suffering alone, yanfen and wenqing happily skipped elective and went to jp to eat lunch and ice-cream... Finally, com management presentation. Haha... Okie... Didn't prepare get didn't prepare comments. Really stand down there talk rubbish. The tutor like got nothing to comment except for "your visuals were good and I didn't quite get your story". Of course lahz, there wasn't any stories in my presentation. =X Haha... And I have to agree that the tutor is kinda weird as confirmed by many of my peers. Some obviously, clearly, apparently cannot make it presentations were credited while those which were quite good didn't get any. Weird weird weird. Don't know what the tutor wants as Kimberly says. Haha... True... I agree with her!!! Whatever, weird tutors are on the run this sem. Now for the final part of my entry, facts of life. Haha... By popular demand, I was asked to write something about EQ. Haha... There you go... Facts of life: "When you have no EQ, you got nothing" When you are nice, but you have no EQ, you irritate. And when you irritate, people run away from you. Song of the day: 妹妹 - 光良
11:59 PM
Tuesday, February 6, 2007
Its my free day again... Yay!!! Accompanied mum to bank followed by lunch. I went home after that while mum went to aunt's place. Haha... I came home and slack. I tried to read OB but to no avail, I just couldn't concentrate. Prepared abit for my com mgt presentation. Its lesser than 3 minutes... Oh whatever, its not graded. Lazy to add more things. Obviously, my moodless mood is still there. Haha... Sleep, tv, dinner... Haha... =] Facts of life: "We yearn for things we don't have when we already have the most precious ones" Many people want things that they do not have because they think that those things are precious. However, most fail to appreciate the true beauty and full use of the things they already have. Song of the day: 忘记 - 林俊杰
11:17 PM
Monday, February 5, 2007
830am FAL Marketing meeting. Haha... Eh... Guess it went well. Thurs dry run. So tired, moodless for any books, notes, tutorials or readings. Just want to lie down there and rot. True enough I really rot from the time I returned home till now. When will my moodless mood end? I am falling back but I just don't want to work because there is neverending work. Just as you thought you finished one thing, the other thing is going to start. Sianz... OB presentation is being brought forward 1 week because the dumb dumb tutor is going for some conference. You don't even have time like last sem to just sit down and make sense out of what the lecturer says. I shall use the new year period to mug. Haha... Yes... I am a mugger!!! And I am proud to be one. At least it is better than some geeks who claims "I never mug one... My results are not good enough... I got 3 As and 1 A-" Haha... Just an exaggerated example here. But there are really such people in school. Whatever... These people just think they are talking to people who got no eyes to see for themselves. Haha... Well, I realised that nowadays I always see new things from time to time. I gather them from observing people, behaviours, reactions in my everyday life. Hence, I am going to start a section titled "Facts of Life" at the end of my entries. Today's topic is on helping others. =] Oh yes now that I remember I had a pact with huifen to start a "song of the day" at the end of my blog entry to intro chinese songs while huifen's song of the day will be intro english songs, so that we will be well informed of both chinese and english songs. Yup, so here you are... Facts of Life: "Help with a heart, not a motive" Help because you just want to help that person. Help because you feel for the person and that person needs your help. If you have a motive in mind before you help, then it is better that you don't help at all because most of the time you will never get what you wanted out of helping others. Song of the Day:
背叛 - 曹格
11:05 PM
Sunday, February 4, 2007
Omg... Its sunday!!! Tomorrow school starts again. I haven't done most of what I am supposed to do during the weekends. Haha... Shall list them down here: 1. Executive Summary for marketing article 2. Overview for the article, dedicate jobs to my team members to do prior to Mon's meeting. 3. Com. Management Prsentation and written tasks. 4. Econs tutorial 5. Read OB textbook 6. Read OB articles 7. Read Marketing textbook (there are 2) 8. "Attend" the online stats lecture I skipped last week. 9. Copy stats notes from Michelle's stats notes I borrowed last week. 10. Help mama with the bed skirtings Haha... Woah... I have done onli no. 1 to 4. the rest is like when will I do it? I want to sleep again... Yawnz... Woke up early to go ntuc with mum and dad for grocery shopping and breakfast. And tell you... Soooo many people can... The groceries free is it? Aunties were practically snatching the vegetables and fruits. The ntuc workers were pushing carts of vegetables so often to replenish the stocks that were fast snatched away. Tell you... Wah piang... they don't care about customers one... You all want to snatch right, the ntuc staff just push the cart and knock into so many people. Wth... Ouch... I am not one of the aunties snatching can... *&^)^^%#%$&^%!!!! I just walking past. What can I say? Don't go ntuc on sundays. Full stop... Thats all... Lets all go Sheng Siong... It will soon become a 2nd ntuc in Singapore after it is publicly listed.
12:59 PM
Saturday, February 3, 2007
Saw Shaun and Desmond at the ABN-Ambro (don't know how to spell the bank's name =x) booth at tampines. Talked to Shaun abit but never talk to Desmond cos he was serving customer. Oh and was that Lex standing beside Shaun? Haha... Saw him once in DBS only, think he don't recognise me. I got good memory eh... Haha... So many people left DBS... Wonder who's left there... All the chio bus and shuai ge of direct sales no longer there sia. Haha... Oh and Limin finally left DBS after like don't know how many months of saying "I don't want to work in DBS anymore." Haha... Met up with dot and clara in town today. =] I was so happy to be in the company of the two of you all although I was stoning most of the time. Haha... I listening to what you all were saying mahz... And of course finally I get see dot after like 3 years. Yay!!! Cafe cartel for lunch and tcc for a drink. Take photo. Haha... Suddenly I went into a laughing fits. Just couldn't stop laughing. Guess I am infected with some crazy virus from the two mad women in school everyday. Haha... Here's the photo... Yay!!! Telepathy all wear white!!! =]
11:59 PM
曹格 - 两只恋人 MV... This song is dedicated to andrew and mindy and to all the lovely couples out there. =]
10:12 AM
Friday, February 2, 2007
Its friday. Yay!!! School ends at 230pm today. Marketing tutorial was interesting, the presentations were good... really good... indeed pro!!! Haha... Bad for me, because they set a damn high benchmark for our presentation next week. The marketing tutor is damn smart, he actually exposes people's weaknesses without even the person noticing it. Haha... Observe his eyes, the direction he is facing when he talk about things he don't like and think about what you have done. Slowly the picture comes together and you find out that the thing he said he don't like is actually referring to you and if you are observant enough you will know he is giving you tips to not make the same mistakes again. Am I too sensitive or what? I don't know, but I just like to observe, think and link things I do together with what people say to me and most importantly is eye contact where eye contact is established that sentence is for you. Haha... I intended to complete various tasks today but I simply isn't in the mood of doing anything. So... I went Orchard in hope of buying some new year clothes. Suddenly the clothes I always buy seems so expensive, normally if I like a T-shirt and it costs $50 or slightly more, I will not hesitate to get it, but today when I see a nice T-shirt I liked costing $59, I just put it back on the shelves and didn't even dare to try. Haha... My free cashflows have decreased so much. I don't know why also. I didn't spend much also. Haiz... Anyhow, I got myself a pair of jeans from Pull and Bear. Its a simple dark blue jeans with nice stitchings on the back pockets. No fadings, no whiskers, no tears. I just want a plain piece of straight cut jeans which looks sophisticated. Haha... Kind of sick of those faded jeans with whiskers where you walk out the streets and see thousands of people wearing the same thing. Shopping alone was a pleasure. I just like the feeling of walking down Orchard road with an ice-cream cone as I listened to my mp3. Okie, now is the time for my to do some work even as I am moodless because there just aren't enough time. There are two presentations next week which I haven't even started a teeny weeny bit. Plus there is the most difficult econs tutorial which I must do so as to avoid being questioned and grilled by the econs tutor who seems to be quite somebody as I saw her name in the list of people I will be meeting for the Wednesday lunch with various Profs and supposedly sub-deans. So exhuasted. Yawnz... I want to sleep... Can I ever sleep in peace? Just as I dozed off on the sofa just now, I was awaken by the most familiar voices of my mum and dad quarreling. Haiz... Whatever... Can't be bothered... Just want to sleep... Zzzzz...
8:07 PM
Thursday, February 1, 2007
Yes, it was indeed a smiley thursday filled with lots of laughter. Haha... I am in school with these two insane, crazy, lunatic and screw loose women who went out of their minds by claiming that I am their pet and my name is now called Zouky. Never play with these women or else you will get tormented by their insanity and laughter so much so that your jaws nearly dropped off through excessive laughing. Haha... =X Well, that is for the good part of the day. The bad part of the day was really bad. I was thrown off my seat, shocked, amazed and disgutsed by these four chinese characters - 移情别恋. Seriously, I don't know what this person is thinking and I wonder what's wrong with her. For a guy to be nice to a girl, does it equate eagerness to develop a love relationship? No? Yes? Don't know? For me, its a NO NO NO. I am nice to a girl because I just want to be nice to her and everyone else including guys, but I am not gay because I want to treat everyone as friends I am able to help as far as possible. For a guy to go out with a girl, its not a date! Why? Because I go out alone with so many girls. I accompany Yiwen to Orchard, to school to pay school fees, am I on a date with her? No! We are just good friends and we know that we aren't on a quest for love between the two of us. I go to coffee club with Clara on a fateful friday (if I never remember wrongly), is it a date? NO!!! We are just friends who meet up as we miss each other as friends and we want to catch up with each other. Oh please... What age are we living in? I am amazed by how conservative and immatured some people can get when they just like to presume that when a guy and a girl go out together they are keen on developing a relationship. Even if a girl kiss a guy it doesn't mean anything if it is of a friendly context. Plain platonic friendship outing between 1 guy and 1 girl is absolutely possible. As for the four words, its used on me when in the first place there weren't any 情 or 恋 to speak of. It is unfair for the four words to be used on me, because I am not a person that will ever ever be described using those four words. Seriously and honestly, even my ex gf never used it on me when we broke off as everyone who knows me well enough knows that I value any kind of relationships and will never perform acts of betrayal. As for the reason for breaking off, it is more than what you can imagine and I will not elaborate further on this issue anymore. The bottomline is to speak of things you are sure and certain of. When something is non-existant don't try hard to make it seem as though it existed because it will only make yourself seem like a total fool not only in front of me but in front of everyone. Just in case it was meant as a joke, some things just can't be taken as a joke and some things are just not funny at all. So, stop it before you become a total fool. Thats all!! Pardon me for my blunt and strong language in this enrty for I express my true feelings and emotions on my blog.
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