Sometimes, I get secretive because I know nobody believes me even if I told you everything. Sometimes, I just feel that after telling you everything you will just think I have gone mad and am making up things. If you don't believe what I am going to tell you, why should I even tell you? And when I don't tell you, you think I am hiding something. And when I tell you, you think I am making up things. I just have to say I know what I am doing and when I decide you don't need to know, you will never know. And when I feel that you are ready for what I disclose to you, naturally you will know everything. So... yeah... There is a reason for everything. Stop giving me all those crap. And if you want me to share everything with you, then start believing every single word I tell you and stop thinking that I am disillusioned and making up stories.

Okie... The above may sound very feirce and harsh. But well... Thats me... You don't believe me then I don't tell you lorz. Isn't it? Haha... Anyways...I am fine and growing stronger. Haha... Stop asking me am I okie. I just wanna stop being a joker sometimes. So sometimes, I get serious and say no to jokes. Haha... But when I feel relaxed and happy. I will revert back to the crazy guy who jokes like a clown. Life keeps getting better. Don't give up people. =] Stay happy.