I miss my hair... Sianz... Today I went to cut my hair because it was getting thick. But the stylist didn't get my instructions clear. He destroyed my fringe by layering it. I hate layered fringe. I miss my thick fringe. He proceeded to cut my sides and my top until very short. I said trim! Now its super short. I look kuku. =[ I am looking ugly now. So ugly. =[ Sads. Hate to look ugly... But well... short hair is definitely cooler. But, I rather longer hair and feel very hot. Haha... Haiz... Sucks. No confidence. No castings. No jobs. No money. Hahahahaha... Okie... Lets hope that my hair will grow back at a tremendous speed and I look cute again. Prays. Everyone prays for my hair to grow faster okie? hahahaa... Gone crazy.

Previously, I posted the MV of 空港 by 戴愛玲. That was the first part of 【愛靈靈三部曲】. The second part is out. Song titled 愛靈靈. I don't really like this song but its the part two of 空港. So ya... If you haven't watched 空港, can watch it below, jus scroll down. Haha... I am awaiting for part 3 - 沸騰. 沸騰 is a very nice song! Stay tuned.

I just came back from tuition. Haha.. Its a bloody hot weather and it makes my blood boil when my tuition kid gave me nonesense such as spelling "went" as "when"! Omg. This is the thousandth time I tell him "went" is the past tense of "go". Threw books in his face, gave him a good scolding and pretended nothing happened and continued with the lesson. Haha... I am a lousy tutor. Who cares? Its the money I want.

Talking about money, yesterday I was chatting with Linda and she told me "No money, no honey." I think this is so true. Haha... Money is very important in life. Although, we have to recognise that there are many other things that are equally important in life like love, kinship, friendship, we cannot deny that money is not important. When your parents know that you earn 3000 a month and you only give them 500 a month, they grumble that you are not as filial as Ah Kow's son who gave his parents 1000 a month when his monthly income is also 3000. I know this is a lousy example, but at times, money hurts kinship in a way. When you have no money you lose more than you gain. Its reality. I know its abit extreme to think like that but if you think harder and you have seen how money tear families and relatives apart, you will know what I mean.

Having said that, although money is important it is also not something that can keep a person going. Friendship is important to everyone. Friends give you support, care and concern. They keep you going. They motivate and influence you to take another step forward. But friends won't stay if you do not spend effort maintaining a friendship. When you don't even bother about that person, don't even talk to him/her, don't even bother to catch up once in a while, sooner or later he/she leaves you. So don't complain you have no friends when you don't bother about them in the first place. On the other hand, some people try too hard. They try to be friends with people who do not want to be friends with them. It takes 2 hands to clap. So don't be silly, if that person doesn't want to be friends with you, he/she will not be friends with you. Possible reasons are different interests, different train of thoughts or simply cannot click. Don't try too hard. Move on. I am sure we can all find friends who really care about us. Although most of the time we meet the so called "friends" who really do not bother about us unless they need our help, but there are true friends that will keep us going. Just put in the effort and you will have more true friends who help you even when you are not in need and give you more than what you expect when you are in need of them. =]

I am supposed to be studying for Portfolio Management quiz 3. Haha... I finished reading all the chapters with the exception of one chapter that is like not in my old textbook. Haha... So bored. Yawnz. I am feeling sianz. Just a sudden surge of sian-ness. Don't know why.

The weather is damn HOT! Sweating big time at home. Its just the right time to go swimming. But I am getting lazy. haha... What a boring saturday. haha...

I happened to chance upon this. http://www.peta.org/cooking-mama/index.asp?c=pmkegc08 Haha... Its so funny... Cooking Mama hates animals. Its abit gross. But after you completed the gross part... there is a bonus level called Mama loves animals. And that one is like normal cooking mama. Haha...

My blog is fast becoming 最新歌曲九连环... Haha... Today I am introducing Jolin's new songs from her new album 花蝴蝶. First up is 妥協. It is a nice 抒情歌. Next is 大丈夫 (Feat Nick), her signature dance song in every album. Nice dance moves. I think its inspired by ballet. =]

I just found out 戴愛玲 has a new album. I have to say her voice is one of those amongst the Taiwanese singers which is very high and powerful. I like her voice except that I think she should have a little more bass. The following song is one that I think is quite nice from her new album. The lyrics is not bad too, but its sad lahz. Watch the MV and find out what this song is trying to convey. The story continues in the MVs of her other songs. Its a trilogy. I will post the other two parts to this story as soon as I find it. Stay tuned.

戴愛玲-空港


作詞：武雄　作曲：周恆毅

話已經講完　愛已風乾
心不再搖晃　夢早已存檔
誰在寂寞的空港　催促著離去的航班
只能這樣

刪去你的影像　就沒有遺憾
這次我很堅強　不再有幻想
你的夢不夠寬敞　裝不下我的淚兩行
今夜我就要離航

點亮月光　走進沒有愛情的空港
忘掉感傷　忘掉所有替你圓的謊
不必偽裝　天塌下來就讓別人去扛
沒有你那又怎樣

你真的不必再勉強
我不會再有期望
今夜就要把你釋放

乘著月光　航向沒有夢想的空港
面對憂傷　面對明天我會更勇敢
不怕風霜　告訴自己就在這裡鬆綁
沒有你就是這樣

剪斷月光　停在沒有回憶的空港
獨自療傷　抱著自己好好哭一場
不再迷惘　不再對你存有任何遐想
沒有你不會怎樣

就把你遺忘　把你遺忘

New song by Z-Chen 爱来的刚好. He is finally backs. Think his new album is coming out soon. I like his vocals and singing techniques, especially his 真假音转换. Coolness~



总是和你擦肩而过 回来看着你走
我说服自己 你从来就不属于我
也在心里偷偷想过 拥有你陪伴的生活
对我会是多么奢侈的梦

*你完美的太过火 有太多的选择
我还能付出什么 除了爱你
我一无所有*

**爱 来的刚刚好
慢一步我 就走掉
或许上帝听见 心中的祈祷
带我从孤单里逃跑**
因为爱

(Rap)其实我一直 存在着你周围的角落
守护着你 陪伴着你 呼吸和脉搏
每当你受挫 我想我比谁都难过
因为我爱你 虽然我 从来不说
也许有一天 你会忽然发现我
在混乱人海 刮风下雨 都为你守侯
我要你知道 那是我心情愿承受
Because I Love You I Love You Baby

*
**
因为爱

日复一日 重复着错过的游戏
猜测在你的心中 是否真的有我
不想一分一秒 在犹豫之间蹉跎
我在等你说你也爱我 你是我存在的理由

**
**
因为我爱你

Today, I went to take final theory test. Haha... I passed even though I only started studying for it last night. Yawnz. I think the driving theory tests are all unneccessary. Its like asking the obvious most of the time. When Jia Xian told me that he studied the final theory test like on his way to his test and passed, I thought he was crapping. But now I believe. Haha... Jokes. I really can't imagine how people can fail such tests. Haha... Oppz... Scully some of my readers fail before. Better don't go further. =X

After the test, I had lunch at Long John Sliver. Haha... The bedok one that I used to patronize in secondary school days. Most of the time with Jia Hui I think after band practice on Saturday. Haha... Those were the days. The Long John Sliver used to be crowded with secondary school students last time but nowadays, it is quite empty.

I decided to head to town to do some shopping. Though my cash level is running low, I just feel like buying. I am sick of my wardrobe. hahaa.. Okie okie, I know its recession. I better don't spend so much. I realized that many stores are having discounts now. Mooks has storewide 50% discounts and 70% discount for bags and pants. Wow... But can't find any nice stuff. Next, Queens Couture also has 30% discount on selected items. Okie... Things there are like too expensive that after discount its still expensive. Then, there is Collage which also have 50% discount on selected items. Erms, items on sale are not really nice. Finally, Vol.ta is having 30% storewide sales. I bought a ring belt from there. "-_- Damage = $27.30. Spend money again.

I have quiz next week. But I am not in the mood to study for it yet. Haha... Heck... Relax first. Start tml ba. =]

Recently I got very serious breakout because of clogged pores. "-_- I can't beleive that girls can still have good skin after putting on layers of makeup. One makeup for casting is enough to bring my skin down. Eeeekksss... Girls should go easy on makeup man. Take care of your delicate skin. Haha... I am sads that my face is getting from bad to to worst. So I went looking for stronger cleanser and toner that can clam the acne and relieve redness. Guys do care about their skin alot actually. Gone were the days when guys are always dirty and can't be bothered about their skin.

I guess many people watches 一切完美2 on Channel U nowadays, tml is the last episode. I find the theme song very nice because of the lyrics. Especially 有种拥有 叫做放手. Well, many might not agree that letting go is also a kind of possession but I believe that letting go is really another form of possession. I am never a possessive person so I think this phrase really make sense if you really understand the meaning of this phrase. =] I am not emo. I just find that the lyrics is so true. =]

I was supposed to go gym yesterday, but I skipped it. "-_- Darns. Today the weather was pretty good, so I went for a swim. Who knows when it will start raining cats and dogs again right? Haha... Tml is tuition day. Yawnz.

Confessions of a Shopaholic movie is coming soon. I wanna watch. Haha... Although I am a guy, I like to shop. So yeah explains why I would probably like the movie. Haha...

I realized now-a-days my blog entries getting pointless. Haha... Like there isn't really anything exciting and interesting in my life, but yet I just feel like blogging. Haha... Lame... Time to sleep. Nitez...

What a boring sunday. Not teaching tuition today because the tuition kid's Dad said that his son needs a rest. "-_- Whatever. Having mushroom hotpot later on with some army buddies. =] So long never see them. But oh man... having mushroom for dinner? Haha... Hopefully got meat. Haha...

I hvn't been working out and people have noticed that I have slimmed down. My weight never drop alot actually. Its just that lost the muscle mass that I usually had. Although, I always look very slim, I used to have muscles. Haha... But now... Most of it is gone because I hvn't been working out. Next week, my workout schedule will be back to normal. I need to eat eat eat more. To get back to my original shape. Then hopefully I can get some print ad jobs and earn extra income. =]

Yays... I finally got a decent wallet. Its just a classic black mens wallet. But its damn worth it. Mont blanc for only $128.28! Its a steal! My sister got it for me at the friends and family Mont Blanc sale and since she is staff there, she got additional discount. Haha... Its a once every 4 years sale for them to clear their inventory. =]


But then... I would still want a LV graphite wallet. Haha... I am damn extravagant. When I start working I will probably not be spending so much anymore. Many things will change once I start working. "-_- As for what will change... Well... Many things... Haha... Don't want to say it here. =]

Sometimes, I get secretive because I know nobody believes me even if I told you everything. Sometimes, I just feel that after telling you everything you will just think I have gone mad and am making up things. If you don't believe what I am going to tell you, why should I even tell you? And when I don't tell you, you think I am hiding something. And when I tell you, you think I am making up things. I just have to say I know what I am doing and when I decide you don't need to know, you will never know. And when I feel that you are ready for what I disclose to you, naturally you will know everything. So... yeah... There is a reason for everything. Stop giving me all those crap. And if you want me to share everything with you, then start believing every single word I tell you and stop thinking that I am disillusioned and making up stories.

Okie... The above may sound very feirce and harsh. But well... Thats me... You don't believe me then I don't tell you lorz. Isn't it? Haha... Anyways...I am fine and growing stronger. Haha... Stop asking me am I okie. I just wanna stop being a joker sometimes. So sometimes, I get serious and say no to jokes. Haha... But when I feel relaxed and happy. I will revert back to the crazy guy who jokes like a clown. Life keeps getting better. Don't give up people. =] Stay happy.

FYP meeting today... Just as we thought it was going to end, the nightmare began... The Prof. just told us to amend alot of things suddenly. "-_- Yawnz... I got lots to do but I think I will start doing it at 10pm. I need to rest.

Received letter from KPMG. Start date revised to 1 October. I will be eating grass from June to October! Sianz. Maybe I will try out some commission based retail jobs from June to October and earn biggie bucks before I start work. Haha... =]

Time to rest and relax before 10pm comes and I will have to really make things work. "-_-

I received an email from Denise and I got darn scared! I thought KPMG is going to retract my contract! OMG... Read the email. Okie... They are amending the contract to include the monthly variable component clause and changing my start date. Phews. Guess most companies are affected by the global financial crisis and many companies are including this variable component clause which I reckon is a part of the monthly pay that will be given to you only if the company has spare cash to do so. Gosh. I wonder what is my pay after removing the variable component. I should start buy Toto and 4D so that if I happen to win, I have so much money that I wouldn't have to worry about the miserable pay I am going to get. Sighs.

Recently, I caught up with Nic on msn. Haha.. We were classmates in JC and have lost touch don't know due to what reasons. Its always nice to catch up with old friends. =] I wished I chose a path like him years back by going to NAFA to pursue my passion in arts or fashion. Haha... Now its too late. Haha... Nevertheless, I will not give up. Haha... I will take up part time courses on fashion as I work. =] Everyone has a dream. We should all try our best to pursue our dreams and not just sit down there and lament oh man I will never make it. Things will never happen if you don't move your ass. And I hate it when people around me are 意志消沉, always sitting around doing nothing but at the same time hoping for something to happen. Nothing's is gonna happen in your life if you don't put in effort to change it. Make it work~ =]

Oh and I got the lastest issue of Mens Folio just now. Haha... They have the 2009 spring/summer report inside. Haha... I have posted some looks that I like from the 2009 S/S runway show some time back, but I wanna post this look again. I think its very nice. Haha... Of course it takes some taste to be able to appreciate fashion. Haha... (Some people simply do not have much taste...=X) Dior Homme... I love the belt. See... Its nice and non-gay unlike how many guys on the streets who tries to wear skinnies and look like a joke. Haha... You need a nice build and right matchings to look good in skinnies. Haha...

Its a saturday. I bet everyone is busy with their FYP. Its nearing the submission. Woohoo~ Haha... Finishing soon!!

I am bored. I stayed up yesterday night to do the EndNote citations for FYP just to make me free on a weekend to rest and relax. I wanted to go swimming. But look at the weather. Its gonna rain soon. "-_-

So feel like drinking tonight. But have been spending SOOO MUCH these days that I think I should stop spending just because I am not feeling very happy these days. Drinking alot these days too. Buying lots of things these days too. Haha... This is called 借酒消愁 and retail therapy eh? Haha... I should put an end to all this. Life gets better. Smilez. =] Luckily my spending account has enough to tahan my crazy spending without eating into my reserves, GST credits and Prucash cashback. Haha... Not much damage done as my spending account is always low. Haha... =] Time to save up!

黃靖倫 慢半拍

Today I went shopping for a high cut sneaker that I have always wanted since like last year. Its one of those things that I listed in my wardrobe revamp entry. Haha... Okie... I am a very vain guy who likes to have many different "looks" in my wardrobe. Haha...

Portfolio management quiz 2 was quite a disaster for me. Not that the quiz was difficult. It was very easy. But because I never really studied for it, I was unsure of quite a number of questions. "-_- Nvm. Its over.

Today Kim Eng Securities called me. Haha... I dropped my resume with them during the recruitment talk last year and I only get the reply from them this year? Yawnz. Anyhows, if I plan to join them I still have to take m5 and m6 before they contract me. So mafan. And I don't feel like studying anymore after graduation seriously. And they don't sponsor me the course fee for m5 and m6. And the job offers limited career advancement even though the pay is REALLY GOOD! Rejected the job offer like how Suyun did. But something interesting about this girl from Kim Eng who called me is she knows that I got job offer in the audit line already. Haha... I wonder how she knows! Jokes.

Okie... Jokes aside. Today a tradegy took place in NTU. Its a breaking news on the Straits Times webbie. A student stabbed a Prof. and the former jumped off the building. Its so scary man. Candy sms-ed me when she saw police and blood stains somewhere near the EEE building. Then subsequently, Huishan came to class and told me more. We read the news on Straits Times online using her handphone. Its a sad case.

Thats all for today. Life gets better man... We should all stay strong and happy. =]

Tml is portfolio management quiz 2! I just started studying yesterday but I am just reading and reading until I almost doze off. Haha... I think nothing went inside my brain man! Totally in holiday mood. No mood to study. Think tml go school, see the quiz and then go OMG... How come all don't know how to do? Haha... Trying to act cute during dinner at Thai Express yesterday with Jason.