Results are out... Haha... My results are like shitty but I am not saddened by it because I knew why I got those grades. As expected the OMG SO DIFFICULT AA306 to everyone was my strongest subject this sem. I got a A- for it. As for the rest, B+. Haha... B+ is a grade you get when you don't study consistently during the semester. So yeah... I didn't study consistently throughout the semester and I didn't really study damn hard for it at the nick of time as you can see from the amount of blog entries I have during the exam periods. Haha... Well grades are not everything, B+ doesn't mean anyone is less smart than someone who score A. So yeah... I don't feel a single tinge of sadness for my shitty results. I am just worried that my second upper will be gone if my FYP crops up. Prays hard.

But anyways, I found job liaoz, so I guess that is why results isn't really bothering me these days. Once you found a job everything from there onwards is work experience. So grades are not really that important anymore per se. So not worried. Haha... I am aiming to work hard and get promoted as soon as possible in KPMG! I want the London job opportunity! Muahahaha... Next sem, I am going to make full use of my time to improve my wealth level. =] Looking at my plans ahead I feel happy. Haha... But probably no gf is a blessing in disguise, giving me a chance to really focus on my plans. Muahahaha... =] But sometimes, a lack of love might be boring in life. Haha... A busy week ahead. =]

Ytd I went out with my parents for groceries. Today, I went out with my sis and mum to Isetan sales. Haha... There was a massive queue at the Isetan sales. Aiyo! Shakes head. Haha... So crowded. Free izzit??!! Haha... Zara sales started today too. Omg... There are no more sizes. Hahaha... Also machiam free. Oh wells... Sales works best in a recession. Hahaha... I figured out that a recession doesn't mean people don't spend. People will be willing to spend if the things they usually buy are cheaper by even 1%. That's why the sales today had sooooo manny people. Haha...

Okie.. sales aside. I am feeling quite sad for one of my friend. Haiz... I don't know how to make this friend of mine feel better. I am always at a lost when my friends are sad. I don't know how to comfort them. Hmmmz... All I can do is to ask you to cheer up and smilezzz... Life gets better. Ming tian hui geng hao. No use thinking about things that already happened. But I understand that its easier said than done. I have gone through that before. Time will heal all wounds. =] 8 Smilez for you... =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] Huat ah!!! Haha...
Okie... here's me wishing everyone a ... ...

Christmas Tree

Its a cold Christmas morning. As I was checking my mail, I received an interesting email from Investopedia. Its titled Christmas tree. According to Investopedia, Christmas tree is an options trading strategy that involves buying a call option and selling two other call options at different strike prices. When drawn structurally, the strike price of the long option is located below the two successively higher written calls and loosely resembles a Christmas tree. Can you visualize the payoffs? Do you know when a Christmas tree strategy is used? Post a comment or simply tag if you know the answer. =]

ALIN - 荒唐 Haha... The direct translation of this song's title is adsurb. But it has no bearing to the options trading strategy I just shared with you all. Its just kinda linked to some of the thoughts on my mind. =] Haha... Very nice song with very nice melody...

Its Christmas Eve!!! Darns! Its raining! I can't go swimming. No programs for the day. I want to drink... haha... So long never go drinking. I am pretty bored. Bored to tears... Haha... I can't go swimming, I can't go running. Rain rain go away come again another day! Haha... I am feeling lonely actually. It happens every year on Christmas Eve, Christmas, and New Year Eve. Haha... Every year I wish for a better year ahead and hope that the next Christmas Eve, Christmas and New Year Eve will be different. Haha... So yeah... Gonna do the same this year. =]

Sakamoto Ryuichi - Merry Christmas Mr. Lawrence (Live)

Pleasant Surprises

This morning I went for tuition and was surprised that my tuition kid did well for his SA2. I wasn't expecting much because I have never seen him doing well for my entire teaching life. This time he scored so well that he is awarded the good progress award. From like fail to 70 plus. Haha... When he told me, "teacher... I get 70 for maths, 75 for english and 65 for chinese..." Then I was like "you sure or not? You don't bluff me lahz... You fail right?" Then he flashed the "Good Progress Award" Letter in front of me. I got $100! Next, he flashed his maths exam paper in front of me... See... "Teacher say Very GOOOD!" Haha... Wow... Its really a pleasant surprise. =]

On my way to FYP meeting, I bumped into Ms Lin Yiwen ! OMG! The gorgeous Lin Mei Mei! Pleasant surprise number 2... Never thought I will bump into her after so long... =] It has been so long ever since we last met each other. It was nice catching up with her man. You are still as cute and pretty. Haha... Meet up with Lin Ge Ge soon when you are free from your busy schedule or you are working around my vicinity okie? =]

FYP meeting was a disaster. The prof said that our regression is wrong. Haiz... Redo!

After FYP meeting went to Fullerton to support Tong Tong's performance with Andrew, Mindy, Lee Peng, Alvin and Derrick. Saw Susan and Vivian there too. Hahaha... The performance was quite good. The choir has very good tempo and dynamics control. =] After the performance we went for dinner and headed home.

I hope that it will be a sunny day tml so that I can go swimming. =]

I woke up ealry today to hit the gym. Haha... First thing I did in the gym is to measure my weight. Haha... Darns... Lost 3kg... I guess is the massive sweating in reservist that made me lose so much weight. "-_- Time to retrain. I was struggling to lift 50kg when it was usually quite easy to do 10 reps with the same 50kg. "-_-

Short hair for me really sucks... Haiz... See... Stupid camou creams and blazing sun for reservist missions make my skin turn so bad. Uneven skin tone, breakout... Look at this unedited photo. Haiz... Sucks... Haha...

Its a sunday morning.

Bored.

Thought of things throughout the night.

Realized realized... ...

Some things in life are just like that.

Hopes for a sunny sunday.

So that I can go swim away all those thoughts.

I want to believe that I can be myself

And still find someone special to me... ...

潘裕文 - 夏雨詩


潘裕文 - 心裡的獅子

I am backs... haha... Finally! The BME was quite xiong. But well its over. Haha... Got chance to sit the speedboat again cos my section is attached to the company doing coastal attack. Haha... Now that I reached home and I see my room I go wah... seems foreign. hahaha... The 2 weeks like so long. Haha... Gonna grab some rest before I go out. Haha... Havn't been like out on the streets for many days. So must go out to at least walk walk. Haha... =]

Mayday - 你不是真正的快樂

The Ladder Theory

I read about the ladder theory some time back and I thought it was super interesting. Haha... Since now I am quite free, I should blog and share this theory with people. The theory is about how girls are attracted to guys and how guys are attracted to girls. I think its really true. Honestly, even for myself I also put the girls I know on a ladder. Haha... Whoever came out with this theory is just someone who really know exactly how guys and girls think when they meet the opposite gender. Okie so its an interesting theory lahz. Go and read if you are curious about it. Here's the url: http://www.laddertheory.com/

So actually after reading I realized 10/10 girls on the top of my ladder all put me on their friends ladder. Haha... And of course the top one I suspect she put me on a friends ladder. Abit sads. But that is life. Haha... Oh wells. Time for dinner and going backs for army training.

I am backs for one day. Woohoo~ I miss my BED and comforter... Hates the smelly blanket in camp. Haha... Basically training was still alright for the past one week. The most exciting and fun one is the coastal training yesterday. We sat on a motorboat and went on real sea. Saw people cable skiing... Wow... I so feel like cable skiing man... Like very fun. Okie ya... But for the past week, the sun was scorching hot. Everyone was half cooked under the sun... We really literally turned into tomato faces. Haha... Leaving only the parts covered by our specs uncooked. Haha... Now got super uneven skin tone. "-_- Someone even got first degree burn from constant exposure to the sun. And I thought the first degree burn was only serious sun burn and I told him to apply aloe vera lotion. Then he just told me the doctor said its first degree burn. OMG... Seriously... Isn't December a season with alot of rain? How come so hot!

Tml I am going for BME. Its a 3D2N "holiday package". Haha... Its gonna be xiong. Will update on that when I am backs. Haha... Till then, I will rest well for the remaining of the day to prep for the BME tml. =]

自己找答案-卓文萱


傻瓜-吴克群

Before I go for reservice, one last entry... Haha... I am bored... I have been listening to one song by Genie. Its very nice. The melody is nice and lyrics seirously describes the feeling of one of my friend who has been sad and depressed for a very long time. I don't know how to help him but I feel sorry for him. I guess he has to find an answer for himself. Some things in life, we have to depend only on ourselves to come to a conclusion in which nobody can help you decide. I wish he find his answer soon and step out of all those sadness and depression. All your friends can do for you is to give you mental support but you really have to pull yourself together by yourself. Stay strong. =]

卓文萱 - 自己找答案

所有人都劝我小心　你一定会带来伤心　
我微笑但没有响应
闻着你黑色的皮衣　闻到了奔驰的刺激　
你载我飞去看流星

他们用听说来决定　我要用抱你来懂你　
不够靠近 谁看得清

我自己找答案　谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹　就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案　每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
只有我看过你脆弱简单

她留的照片还有信　你点火烧成了灰烬　
说有我不需要曾经
把最后一口烟吐尽　你吻我到不能呼吸　
我哭了但没有声音

他们用听说来决定　我要用抱你来懂你　
不够靠近 谁看得清

我自己找答案　谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹　就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案　每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
只有我看过你脆弱简单

我自己找答案　谁说的都不算
你会是礼物还是炸弹　就让我亲手打开看
要自己找答案　每颗心都有阴暗和蔚蓝
我只想安慰你有的混乱

Goodbye my hair, 我的头发~ 再见！

Just cut my hair... Haiz... Gone... I look like shit. Sighs. Haha... Hair makes a big difference to your looks, seriously. Hold your breathe... I am gonna post my new "look" below... Please hold your vomit. Run to the toilet now... Haha... Okie... You got no choice! I think you vomitted already once my blog load and my new "look" appear right before your eyes. Haha...

Haha... I hope you have finished vomitting! Haha... But nevertheless, haha... I tink it takes some time for me to get use to this short short hair. I tink I look quite fresh without my fringe covering my forehead. Haha... Just that short hair makes my face look like long bean. Haha... Anyhows... I shall stop being vain. Enough vain-pot whins above. I bet my avid readers are too tired of my vain-iest whins. Okie... time to say goodbye... I will be gone for two weeks... Cya peeps...

Thursday went for KPMG interview and later at night went for the BAF chalet. Haha... Had fun... But never take any pictures. I think if I take pictures and post it here, Candy will be thrilled to see that ** is in the picture. Haha...

Friday, left the chalet early because I got tons of things to settle. I had to send my army uniforms for sewing the additional things on. "-_- Then, I went to KPMG HR to sign my contract. Haha... I have decided to join KPMG over Deloitte. haha... I chose KPMG because I will most probably be given the chance to audit FI. Given this chance, I will learn more about FIs and their buisness models and also I get to meet alot of people from FIs. So its a very good exposure. Deloitte is offering me SME audit jobs. Not saying that SME jobs don't provide exposure but being a BAF student I would prefer FIs. Haha...

I am supposed to go partying at St. James tonight with Jiming and his friends. But I just don't feel like going. Haha... I pang seh-ed Jiming. Sorry dude! My cash level is low this month because I never give tuition. When there are no inflows, I hate to incur high outflows. So ya... Gonna pang seh you, Jiming! Haha... Tonight there is a Zo Media event at Attica. Alfie is going there. Darn... So feel like going... But... haiya... Feel so lethargic and tired. I just feel like nua-ing at home on a saturday night. Haha... Nobody's gonna drag me out to drink or party tonight unless you treat drinks and transport to and fro. Haha... No lah... I just feel like rotting at home. Haha... I am a homely boy. Homely boy gonna cut his hair soon. Look out for his new hairstyle... no no its not even a hairstyle... its an ugly crew cut... haha...

Rainy days... Sighs... My only one week to go swimming and tanning is ruined. I need a tan badly. Now I am so white... Like ghost. Haha... Then I also haven't been training... Looking skinnier by the days when actually I never did lost any weight. Haha... Deloitte accepted me liaoz... Called early in the morning today. KPMG up next. Haha...

Bridge, Esplanade, Hotel, Buildings... Haha... Quite nice but my camera got lousy zoom function... Not very sharp...

Abandoned ice cream cart... I wonder which ice cream man left it here... Remember that last time in my old house when we heard the ice cream bell we look down from the window, spot the ice cream cart, and run down at top speed to buy the 50cents ice cream cone to eat. Haha... Those were the days... When mummy don't let us eat ice cream we will sulk... Haha...

This is the last pic I took today. I took many more pics but I am not posting everything its quite a chore to post pics on blogger. Anyhows... There is a message I wanna convey through this pic. I name this pic light after darkness. Why? Cos inside the tunnel its dark... but at the end of the tunnel is light. So... If you dare to walk through darkness and reach the end of the tunnel, you will see light. I want to let people who dare not take a step forward in the long tunnel to move on closer to light. I wanna encourage people to get out of the tunnel. Like in this picture, although you don't see much light and you think chances are slim for you to reach the light side, if you dare to take a step forward, you are at least closer to it. So what are you waiting for? Move on... Don't stay in darkness and be perpetually sad. You can be happy if you dare to strive for happiness. =] Don't fill your life with sadness, fill it with happiness. Life gets better. I hope my sad frens reads this and get out of all those depressing moments. Cheer up! =]

Went Deloitte interview in the morning. I was the only one who got interviewed by an audit director during my timeslot, the rest were interviewed by audit managers. "-_- I don't know if its good news or bad news. Jian Xian was like who is your interviewer? I was like director lehz... Then he go... "You confirm IN!" I wished lahz... I think more like confirmed out can? He asked very difficult question. Darn. He looked at my application and asked me why I went to neighbourhood school and why I got C+ for AA202. Oh man... But he did saw quite alot of As and he was happy, jokingly saying that since I got A for wealth planning I must be wealthy now. Haha.. Joker... Then he said when he saw my application he was thinking don't know I am girl or boy, cos of my name. Jokes. And then he said if he put me on SME jobs will I reject it. I was like why reject? I want as much exposure as possible. And he said great attitude. Haha... He said many people like me will want to start auditing big firms. "-_- Who is the many people like me lorz... Haha... Then he was super skeptical about my nationality. You SURE you are local? YOU SURE? Twice. Haha... I look like wad nationality sia? He is not the first person to do that to me. Dr Charles did that to me too. Haha... Please... I wished I was a japanese, korean, or whatever nationality lahz. But I am a Singaporean... True blue... Borned in KK Hospital! Haha... Okie enough about interview. One more to go on Thursday.

Came back and bought some waffles + eggs breakfast meal from KFC to eat. Damn hungry. Quite okie. Edible. Hahaha...

In the afternoon, met for KTV with Joanne, Yiling, Yiling's sis and Evelyn at TopOne. Got free toast... cos Yiling is member. Haha... Then me and Yiling's sis sang 神木与瞳 - 为你而活. Haha... The song has quite a high key... Haha... But Today when I sang it I thought the key was quite comfortable for my vocal range! Haha... Kana flimed by joanne. Please don't post the video anywhere... I don't want my kill chicken voice to be made public. Haha...

ALin-愛請問怎麼走

Monday morning... Woke up early to register for next sem's subject. Haha... Yeah... Got portfolio management. =] Finally a smooth sailing subject reg. Haha... Usually on subject reg day I will be pissed cos there are always tons of problems. Haha...