Tml my mum is going to hospital for eye operation. The doctor says that if she delay her treatment she will go blind eventually. OMG! Tml is the inital laser ops to diagnose the seriousness of her condition. Subsequently, she may still need to undergo another ops. OMG! Prays.

Today, my best friend fainted and landed herself in hospital. Oh dear. I hope she is fine. Poor thing. Word from your best friend here... Cheer up... Get well soon. I will always be here to root for you. =]

Feeling stressed up again. Lots of work to do. I tried to get my ass down to work and true enough its getting down to real buisness already. But nevertheless stressed! Okie... When I blog and after I blog its rest time. Daily dose of project runway and sleep.

I slacked the whole day after returning from giving tuition. I was surprised to see the exam timetable for my tuition kid. His exams are like next week? How come exams for primary school students are getting earlier and earlier. I am worried for him because his level of english is like perpetually lousy. I told him a million times since he was primary 2 "When and Went is different word. Then and than is different word." Forever, his composition he committs the same old mistake. Whats wrong?? Any fellow tutors can tell me how to teach this dumbo? Methods I tried:

1. Copy when and went one hundred times.
2. Write 20 sentences for each word.
3. At the start fo every lesson tell me how to use when and went, then and than. Sometimes, a sentence is demanded from me.
4. Rewrite one whole essay twenty times and make sure that when and went, then and than are used correctly.
5. Asking him to make a sentence using when and went, then and than suddenly in the middle of the lesson.
6. Using the context of his favourite cartoon - Pokemon to make sentences using when and went, then and than hoping that he will understand.

Any more methods? I think I make a lousy tutor man. So many methods all don't work! Don't work! Sucks man. There are many many more things that he just cannot remember since primary 2 until NOW! He is now primary 4! Haiz. Now I understand why last time, teachers in school flare at stupid students who just cannot remember stuff. Its the same feeling that I am experiencing now. You are at wits end. You just want them to remember but they just cannot remember! Cannot means cannot. Like seriously... So when you realized that his brain is like not functioning well you get angry and you start yelling like as though you just escaped from woodbridge and the kid will cry. Now it seems like the adult is bullying a kid.

Okie... Enough about tuition. I just can't teach! I am stressed about everything. I bought a Levi Strauss Signature Blue Gene. I don't know why I bought such cheapo stuff but I just thought it was decent looking and had a great cut. Haha... Guess when stress is acting on me, I will start buying things randomly. Anyhows, I needed a pair of jeans mahz. So yeah... Cheap good purchase. =]

So sianz... Sch starts tomorrow! Recess week zoomed pass just like that. Okie... Everybody jiayou! We can do it. =]

I had bangs hairstyle yesterday. Haha... I dunno how my fringe begin to fall to the front and cover my whole forehead like as though it was a bangs hairstyle. Haha... Anyhows, its in now right? So yeah... I wore my Agnes b tee yesterday. =] Love it even though its abit tight and short. I am just too tall and skinny. Haha...

Had mos burger for dinner with Guiying. Haha... I looked up for her as I thought she was taking a photo of me. But...

Today met for 301 short essay discussion at Milenia Walk's Starbucks. It was a fast discussion. It ended at around 3plus. I stayed in city hall area to window shop and to eventually end up in suntec starbucks to study. Reason being I was meeting Candy for dinner. So I didn't want to travel back home and come out again to meet her in town. Travelling is a chore seriously. So I sat at suntec starbucks. It was damn peaceful and its really very comfortable. This is what is really called a starbucks experience.

Before landing in starbucks, I went to take a peek at the Jay Gee Sale. Haha... There were like dirt cheap levis jeans. I found a 515 A type jeans. Its like the best deal amongst everything offered there. But I was reluctant to buy it cos I couldn't try it on and I didn't know if it fits well. So I didn't buy. I also went to see POA. It has really very nice clothes but the price is like too high. Haha...

Had dinner at Imperial Treasure in Marina Square. Haha... The noodles or wad ramen is nice lahz. Haha...

Suddenly, I realized that the recess week is gonna be over! OMG! Okie nvm. I will make full use of the remaining time. =]

I shall update with lots of pictures of fashionable people later on. For now, time to rest and sleep before the start of a full day intensive mugging tml! Jiayou everyone. =]

Every morning I will refuse to wake up and bury my face in my pillow like in the picture. Lack of sleep. Haha... As usual, the issue is project project projects and more projects. Quizzes, quizzes and more quizzes. Study study and more studies.

I totally love the t-shirt. Agnes b is such a fantastic brand. I want a whole collection of Agnes b stuff from bags, wallets, t-shirts, shirts to accessories! Okie sounds like a ger liaoz. Haha... But Agnes b does really have very sleek and nice stuff. They have very simple minimalist designs which is what packs sophistication, class and elegance to its products. Minimalism is one of my favourite styles in every aspect of life. Keep things simple and you will go a long way. Keep things simple and you will start to appreciate things that was always by your side but you never realized. Keep things simple to realize that simplicity is beauty. Haha...

So yesterday met for FYP in town then I went to meet Linda and gang for KTV at Teo Heng. Haha... As usual, it was so fun hanging out with them. Its just so different. I think I can mix around better with more matured people. Or rather, they are just people of my league and same wavelength. Cools... I feel much better after hanging out with them. FYI, I was feeling vexed and depressed a few days ago. Haha... But after meeting Linda and gang plus a daily dose of my favourite show Project Runway, I feel much better.

Come to think of it. I really like fashion alot. Thats why I like to watch project runway so much. Thats why I like to look at fashion related stuff. Thats why I like to dress nicely and sometimes in a perculiar style which people cannot accept. Haha...

But?? How come I am in baf? hahaha... Jokes... Okie... Nvm. Interests and jobs are different. So yeah. I wan a high paying job tats why I studied baf. I took double spec because that is my contingency plan. So yeah. I get a boring job to earn big bucks while indulge in my interests after work. Cools. So everyone. Its not the end. We all will end up somewhere. Its all fated. A person hold seven jobs in his life. Unhappy with one job, move on to the next. The world is full of opportunities. It just depends on how you look at it. Stay happy!! Bestowing all my readers with 8 smiles... =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] Huat ah!! Haha... Cheer up people.

CESIM round 2 results came out. We did well. From the bottom to the top, though not the first.

Friday went to cut hair at Choa Chu Kang's Kimage when I was waiting for Michelle and go to Yihui's birthday party together. My hair was so thick and long until it was unbearable. I hvn't patronised Kimage for a long time and its seems like it has gotten from bad to worst. Even in the premium hair studio there were hairstylist who were not so pro and I think the company's marketing department never realized that such hairstylists dilute the brand especially when these hairstylists are of a particular nationality. Due to such nationality there are substantial language barriers because they can't speak proper English resulting in ineffective communication and subsequently it undermines the service and dilute the brand eventually.

Yi Hui's party was good. Had good food, good drinks and good cake. Saw her parrot which was perceived to have been a banker in its past life because it always say "SIBOR, SIBOR!!" Hahaha... Singapore interbank offered rate.

Start of recess week today. Met Jiming for brunch and went to town for CESIM round 3 meeting.

Came home and wanted to start on BF214 project. Tried in vain to find the data needed. It was so hard to get the data. "-_-

FYP getting all the unlimited number of rates via the central bank website. Fair Value short essay for 301 - reading of four long articles included. Valuation project for 301. Quiz for 301. Quiz for 306. Worried. Hvn't studied for quiz. Lots of projects to do.

Need a rest. Need a break. Even though I have been giving myself lots of slack time, its not quality time spent to rest and relax. As I slack, I worry about everything. Haha... Sucks. Becoming weaker and weaker. I need energy. I need motivation. I need love. Sings "where is the lovee....?" Hahahaha... Gone mad. Time to sleep.

Complete fiasco for the CESIM game round 1. We committed a fatal careless mistake and we got washed down the drain. So this game highlights the important of throughout analysis and careful execution of decisions. Any small hiccups in between these processes, you will be OUT!

Mooncake festival bbq at Punggol Park tonight. Haha... Cools. So long never play with laterns. The last time I held a latern was kindergarden 2. Haha... And we enjoyed burning the laterns. Hahaha...

Basically thats all. I was jolted back to reality again when someone told me something. Haha... Yeah. All along I knew that, but I chose to really live in denial. So now... I realized... Ya. I am just yearning for things that may not be suitable for me.

I am excited over the future talents competition. This year the theme is the future of luxury brand. So COOOLLLLSS!!! Haha... I have been dreaming that I won the competition. As in really dreamt that I won. Participating with fast sinking cloud (suyun is her name, hahaha).

CESIM discussion tml morning at national library. So tired. Sleeps...

Some photos. Haha... Actually two only... Lazy to post the rest. Haha...

Its amazing that I can find time to blog but no time to do serious work!!! Haha... I am very distracted. My table was in a mess and I decided to clear those mess. Oh boy... I uncovered a lot of undone work. Next week is the AA306 mid term quiz. Its mid term already? WOW! So fast. Incomprehensible FRS39 is tested! Our seminar havn't gone through that because my tutor was on urgent leave last week. Haha... Okie. Lets keep cool. Lets plan and get down to work. Meanwhile, today was spent really to unwind and prepare for a massive get down to work coming week.

Alright enough of school. Haha... Yesterday I met Guiying for dinner and to accompany her to utilize her Taka voucher. =] But got no photos. Haha... Today went to give tuition. Whats new man? Hahaha... Homework don't want to do, scoldings and he cried. Jokes. This thing repeats itself every forthnight.

Sometimes, I just feel whats the point? I am so tired. Why? I just want to do things well, I just want to do the things I like, I just want to be myself and I just want to be happy. Hopefully life gets better. Thanks to all those who have expressed concern for me when they see my emo entries which seemed to reveal that I have many problems with life. Yeah I do have many but I just prefer to keep it myself. And recently, my mp3 player broke down. So sads. Music-less journey to the west is so sianz. Time to sleep.

梁静茹
如果能在一起

夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沉入海底
投入灼热的光影

对话都结束了
胸口的激动还没停
今天我更喜欢你

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气的笑眯眯
陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情心电感应
让所有的心愿不怕来不及

人群都散去了
你比这微诗的恒定
惩罚在我的体温

好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽
就像寒光的夜景

如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前更有感情 心有灵犀
就连太平洋也静静在聆听

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气的笑眯眯
陪我未来的风雨

如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情心电感应
让所有的心愿不怕来不及

如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽
就像寒光的夜景

如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情 心有灵犀
就连太平洋也静静在聆听

So finally its friday. Presentation today. Total fiasco. Shall not elaborate. Feeling sianz and tired both mentally and physically. It has became a practice to sleep only after 2am recently. Hahaha... But today, finally I can sleep early. =] Okie I shall not complain too much cos people sleep even later than me. Like they do projects until 5am den sleep. So mine is only level 1. Haha...

梁靜茹-如果能在一起


李玖哲 - 別說

Its once again my free day today. I am not very satisfied with myself because I never finish all the things I set out to do by today. Haiz...

Nevertheless, I am very shagged. Since morning I have been compiling the AB311 presentation slides for Friday's presentation. haha... I am quite proud of the final product. Office 2007 is quite amazing. It really adds posh and professionalism to your slides. Hahaha... So basically those cool nice professional looking boxes and diagrams are from 2007. Hahaha... So yeah... I made full use of them and now it looks great! Haha...

After that, I embarked on an endless journey to do AA306 tutorial which was like TOUGH x 10! FRS39 is like incomprehensible? I tried my best and I tried to do my tutorial for very long. I completed 2 and a half questions after 4 hours. OMG! And finally I gave up. Quoting Mr A, "aa306 = accounting level 99 last boss with 9999 life nuke with status berserk and confusion" Haha.... The berserk and confusion was my idea. Its like the Final Fantasy 9 boss Osma? Its a very difficult boss to kill because it uses alot of status spells to make you berserk and confused, subsquently you hit yourself and die. There is no need for Osma to really deal damage on you. Haha... Same like 306, the questions make you confused and you pull your hair and think till the cows come home and still be unable to figure out whats the answer. Yeah... So in the end you give up and the questions win. You get zero marks. Hahahaa...

So confused and frustrated me, left AA306 after 1 hour of reading the questions and flipping the text. I went for a run and gym. Haha... I run 2.4km and I realized I break my own record. hahahahaa... Jokes. The funny thing is I hvn't ran for ages? What made me run so fast today? Then I realized its the mind. Because when I run I thought of other things other than the run itself. I used to think omg I am so tired... can't catch my breathe, legs very tired. But this time, I thought of nothing along those lines. The many things tat has been bothering me was on my mind. So I run and I thought. And I never felt tiredness. Hahaha... Jokes... Running is all in the mind. Gym was like tough! Hahaha.. My strength dipped. I lost mass on my shoulders and chest. But surprisingly, I put on weight! Hahahaha.... The weighing machine in the gym spoil izzit? I went home and weigh omg... Same! Hahaha... Jokes. I certainly looked like I lost alot of weight recently and my clothes are like all too loose now. Haha... Jokes... Weighing machiens are not accurate.

Alright. Time to sleep lahz. Life just gets better. =]