Have been wasting lots of time. I dunno why I am doing that. But I just need to unwind and rest. Even rotting and staring into space will be fine. Haha... Currently, there has been yet many more things on my mind. I don't know what's wrong with me.

I was packing my cupboard that day and I realized the things that were there two years ago was still there. Everything that she left or gave me was still inside the cupboard. Haha... I picked up those keychains that we enjoyed going around to like buy and collect, I started reminiscing. Then I snapped and "woke up". I shouldn't think any further. Hahaha... So I put it back at the same corner of my cupboard. I don't know why I did that but I just thought those things belonged there so I kept it at the same spot again. Haha... Lame... I am not making sense!!

Recently, I reconnected with some ex-TPJCians. Haha... They asked me whether I am still in contact with the ex-s05 people? I felt sad as I said no, I seemed to have lost contact with them. They asked how are those people in your clique? I couldn't answer as I am no longer with them. I felt sad that things had turned out this way. I almost choked on my own saliva. I really felt very ashamed of myself that I sucked so much that people are leaving me behind. Over the years as people who were once friends left me, I learned and I tried to reform and transform myself. I hope the second half of my life is a better one. I hope nobody leaves me alone anymore. I hope I wouldn't have to say I have lost contact with everyone in uni a few years down the road.

Alright. Enough of those wimpy emo moments. Its time to sleep. I am so physically and mentally drained although I haven't been productive these few days. Hope for a better future. =]