Today I was showered with a huge responsibility by the financial controller Helen Chan. Omg! I was tasked to do the billing for the billion dollar SOE project. If you people have read the papers early this year you will know how big the SOE project is. It involves various companies and one of the companies which is involved is my internship company Singapore Computer Systems.

Suddenly I was rid of the misery of doing mundane jobs like filing and archieving. I was given almost full access to the PeopleSoft system. Noobie me who has never touched PeopleSoft in my entire life before suddenly got to digest how to navigate it. My brain almost burst. Haha... Nevertheless, I am happy that the FC actually trust me so much. Linda was like wah... You are so important! The FC have to come out of her office to invite you do an important task. Serene was like you have been promoted. Haha... Okie... I thought I was in heaven and I was so pro and competent.

At the end of the day. OMG... I committed a mistake. Sianz half. I did 5 contract billings wrongly. OMG 5! I felt so shi bai. So sads. It was a mistake that could have been avoided. And having just learnt how to use Peoplesoft is not an excuse for my mistake. It was really due to my own neligence. So sads. Now Lai Soon, Eve and many other people has to help me clear up the mess I created.

On a positive note, the SOE project involves like a few hundreds and thousands of contracts so... ya... 5 seems like a fraction of the total. But to me a mistake is a mistake. It proves my lack of competence. I am so disappointed with myself. Sobz. Nevertheless, I shall learn and not commit anymore mistakes in the future. I must live up the the status Cecilia gave me "He is fast and accurate!" Haha... Alright. Hopefully it wasn't too huge a mess. Prays hard.