Today I was the sai gang warrior. Haha... I carried piles and piles of documents from the office to the store room which really got no air con and no ventilation. Haha... I was tasked to arrange the piles in order and load them on the compactus. Haha... I sweat like hell. Haiz... And the dust from the compactus fall all over my face. Plus sweat... Woohoo~ New pimples. My face just got worst. haha... Oh wells.

I am getting used to it lahz. Haha... I mean its lidat lahz. I should stop comparing and think that others got a better deal. I guess we all have things that we don't like about our own internship ba. For me its the jobscope while for others maybe the people. So ya. I just have to face it. Do it and wells maybe carrying stuff will make me learn something ba. Haha... ya lorz... Life... Hahaha... I should stop feeling sianz shouldn't I? Haha... Lucky me got good people in the office. So wells.... I should be happy lahz.

I guess when the new sem starts I should stop slacking and start to create opportunities for myself. Go for many networking events organised by the school. Try to join CCAs committee and start to beef up my resume. If not... Try to curry favour thomas seet and ask him to help me find job. Hahaha... Yeah... So new sem new goals. And I hope that my results for the year 2 sem2 will be good so that thomas seet will give me more attention when he sees me cos he is reknowned for like not giving attention to people with low GPAs.

Yeah... When internship is over I will start to read up on more finance stuff. Anyone sell me your equities textbook? I have been cutting relevant newspaper articles to like keep and read. Rebbekah has given me some finance books to wish me good luck in my future endeavour when she left the company. So yeah. Lots of stuff to do. I should start to enrich myself and stop complaining about my plight about the internship. I have myself to blame for being lazy and not having enough knowledge and enough credentials. So ya. Time to wake up. The industry is competitive and to get a good job I must be more zai. Although I started very much later, it is never too late. Also... I am not like totally ignornant and stupid. I am smart and quick learner. Hahaha... =] Confidence, hope and belief is the key. Hahaha... Hope is everywhere. Hahaha... Okie Cliche... time to sleep. ZZzzzzz...