Its Saturday already. Internship is gonna start. OMG! Haiz... I am not looking forward to it at all cos its not what I will enjoy doing. I am very certain of it. So ya... Monday you will see me dragging my foot to work. I hope the supervisors are good, both from SCS and NTU. I hope that it will be a smooth journey. Haha... I don't wan any cock ups.

I realised alot of people are quite depressed ever since after exams. I feel so sad and sorry for them and I don't know what exactly to say to them to make them feel better lorz. Tonight I am going drinking with Abner, I tink I am in for more depressings stories and I will just stone there cos I don't know what to say. I realised that every time after exams some of my friends will be plauged with relationship problems. Hmmz... I don't know... I just feel that when it comes to relationships just let it happen itself. If the person care and you care you all will some how be happy. But if you find that you are putting in alot of effort but then the feeling of not appreciated is always present, I would think something is amiss. Either there is a lack of communication or the other party can't be bothered.

However, by saying that we should let relationship happen itself doesn't mean we shouldn't make any efforts. Its an irony. Efforts should still be made wholeheartedly and if you do this for him/her you do this for him/her. Why do we need to feel appreciated? Hmmz... Maybe I am just too idealistic and gullible but sometimes, I just feel this way. I do it for you so its for you lorz. Even if that person don't appreciate it, its his problem not my problem cos I give and you take. No obligations mahz. So ya. If you feel tired about keep giving then stop giving and move on.

In addition, I always feel that if something don't work out, try to make it work. If it just doesn't work, then move on. Right? Its just like when you buy a cleanser for your face, its just lousy and you get more breakouts. The next step is just to find another cleanser that suits your face right? We don't actually like miss the old cleanser that gives your face problems do you? Perhaps we will be brooding over the cost of the old cleanser but its a sunk cost already! Present decisions should not be affected by past actions lorz. In real life, many of us commit the sunk cost bais. We cling on to things that don't work for us. So yeah. I have learnt over the years that we shouldn't make ourselves miserable because of sunk costs. I know when it comes to human relations it is more complex but just because its complex we should make it simple. As simple as the choice of a facial cleanser? This way we lesser our pain, heartache, sadness, sian-ness and etc. Alright... Maybe its crap to you. But I just feel that it makes sense to me. Haha...

My friends... Stay happy. Smilez. =] =] =] =] =] =] =] =] Bring my 8 smiles with you all okie? Huat ah! Haha... Okie no link... Time to stop here.