I dreamt that I was jobless for two years after graduation. Haha... I guess the internship that I got really impacted me alot... Haha... At first I thought nevermind, I will do another internship by myself in Dec like with some strings pulling probably with the help of friends to like work in banks or financial institutions. But I realised I cannot do internship during dec cos of ARMY!! I have a high key two weeks in camp reservice to fulfill, failing to attend this ICT will cause me to be transferred to another unit which I seriously don't want. "-_-

Oh well... Life... I have doubts about my future in the banking sector. I am harboring thoughts of doing audit or tax in the big fours after I graduate. These thoughts evolved from what I call forward induction. Imagine now getting an internship is so difficult, all banks reject me, some even ignored my application, what makes you think that in one and a half years time, the same banks will not reject and ignore my applications again? Okie... Pessimism at work again. Well... how positive can I get when people who are less qualified than me gets internships in banks and financial instituitions? Suddenly I realised what Victor said is true. In banking sector, its not about how good you are. GPA don't matter AT ALL. You must have strings to pull in order to get inside. In the light of a highly plausible economic downturn or has it already been in action, and the recent subprime, it is no doubt even tougher for a mediocre baf student like me to get any jobs from banks or financial instituitions since they will most probably not want to hire so many fresh grads like they do in the past.

Life... Haha... First, I do not have a companion. Next, I cannot get a job. Haha... Okie okie... We should really face life positively. Perhaps in the remaining days of university life, I will meet some "gui ren" who will help to "revive" me, provide me with strings to pull. Haha... Alright... I bet alot of people dun like to read this entry... Cos its so negative. Maybe I shouldn't compare. I should just stay indvidualistic and I will feel happy all year round. Haha...

Time to study... =]