Exams are finally over!!!! Yay!!! So happy. I am bored now. Haha... Nothing to do. La la la... I came home quite early today after going bugis to walk around alone. Ya... I am a lonely soul after exams because I never ask anyone out, or I know they are not free or they have plans to go out with their friends already. So lonely me thought I should go walk around and see if there is anything to buy for myself as a reward after exams. But oh wells... there isn't so I went home. Haha...

My hair is in a mess because its thick and I can't style it nicely lahz. But oh wells. Haha... Alright tml, I shall go swimming after which I will come home and rot away. Wee~ Haha... Good life... How nice if it is complete with someone there for me. Okie... no emo-ness... Exams over must be cheery. =] =] =] =] Okie... also nothing much to say actually. Enjoy people!

I am slacking once again on the eve of a OH MY GOD SO DIFFICULT MODULE exam - princples of taxation. I could still vividly remember how many screamed, shouted, and advised me not to take this EXTREMELY TOUGH module at the start of the semester, since I can choose not to take it as a prescribe elective for my second specialisation accounting. But I chose to take it. Because I love this kind of modules! Being able to perform or not is like secondary. Haha... I can say I didn't really prepare because I flip my notes, textbook, do exam paper... ah so boring... like ya ya I know kind of feeling. So... Dunno... I hope tml's paper will make me go ya ya... I know! and hopefully I get a A- for it. Prays hard.

And YES its the last paper!!!!! wooo~~~ Haha... Gone crazy. I can finally be free to do my tings after 11am tml... Okie the my tings include going swimming everyday, go gym three times a week, go running on gym days. Coolll... And yeah... go ktv... so excited and looking forward to ktv-ing with guiying (haha... she is pro pro singer worz... dun play play... ). Ya... And to go walk around aimlessly in town and suddenly buy stuff home. Hahaha... Yeah... These are my boring hobbies (excluding ktv-ing with guiying though). Haha... Start downloading 10 thousand taiwan dramas and watch because of pretty actress like zhou wen xuan. SSSSOOOOOOOOO EXCITEDDDD!! wee~ okie... lame... sounds so himbo... okie... I shall try to be more intellectual in my next entry. As alwaes I look like a vain pot without much analytical skills on the outside but wells... I can tink and analyse one okie... Don't look down on me. Haha... Okie... Cheers to the end of exams. =] Next up boring internship... Yawnz... and I will no longer be able to like enjoy freedom to go swim at 10am in the morning.

Oh man... its another afternoon wasted doing nothing... Haha... I dunno what I was doing the whole afternoon... flipping notes aimlessly not absorbing the slightest notes, income tax rules etc. at all. Omg... I am turning into a dumb dumb... and of course now... as you can see... I am blogging!! Hahaha... Okie... I shall continue at night. =]

Tml is wealth planning exam.... and i guess everyone is busy mugging for it... but here I am slacking away. Haha... Dunno man... Just keep feeling that there is nothing more to study when in fact i keep forgeting the things i studied. Alright... I am like waiting for channel 8 9pm drama mi tu to start. Haha... Bored... So came and blog... oh I found this interesting video... Don't think dirty... watch the whole video... The person is so pro... =]

Slacking and procastination is an illness during the exam period... I realised I keep slacking and procastinating during this long period of time for me to study welath planning... I don't know whats up with me... but hoepfully tml will be a better day... I need to really mug alot and make sure i remember everything and can answer all questions... If not I will be letting myself down cos I had so much time to study for it. Haha...

I am so sianz... and bored until I kept playing a game on facebook which is called whose brain is the biggest. Haha... I realised my brain is quite small. Haha... And from the test they said that I am best at analyzing. Haha... Okie... Maybe next time I will be a successful financial analyst. Hahahaa... "-_-

Hmmz... Now nobody tags on my tag board already... must be my blog post boring... Haha... I am thinking of going to swim at 2pm tml... Hmmmz... Provided I have finished memorizing everything I am supposed to. Haha... I better do what I set out to do man... STOP SLACKING!!! Haha... =]

The comme des garcon play logo... Its a heart... haha... I saw t-shirts of it before... It cost over a 100 bucks... Haha... At the start I thought it was an ugly looking heart with eyes... But actually when its on the t-shirt its actually quite nice. Cooolll... Haha... Okie... this is random.. But I am like bored and tired of studying... So here goes... slacking away blogging about nonesense.... Haha... Probably the rest of the people are mugging full force cos nobody's on msn... Haha... Alright... nap time...

I must say 6 days is not alot... Haha... I just realised there are like close to 300 pages of readings I have to do for wealth planning... This is excluding the textbook which is seemingly worthless but is actually tested in the mcqs costing 20 marks... Plus... I have to do additional research on stuff that are not in any of the project writeups but yet still necessary for the exams... OMG!!! It is good and interesting to know all these but... its alot to read, digest and memorise. How I wished its an open book exam... den I will just prepare standard answers and bring in to copy... Haha... Today is the first day of the 6 days I have... I am almost dead after reading about 2 project writeups... Its perfectly written but I have many unsure parts and research didn't helped much... Oh man... Haha... A case of gg-ness... =/

Under the circumstances of gg-ness, suddenly pimples break out on my face... how nice... "-_- I hate my skin... why is pimples constantly coming out for nothing? Haiz... Okie I am vain... But try when you get pimples all over your face and see if you will complain... Haha...

Alright... My brain is maxed out today... I cannot continue... I aimed to finished the three most important topics today but obviously I failed... I only completed 2 topics... and amongst these 2 topics I am still very unsure of everything... Alright... hope for the best... A B+ will suffice. prays hard... Time to sleep... ZZZZzzzzz.z...

Supersize me!! Haha... I am adopting a fast food diet recently... Haha... Tues I ate KFC for lunch, today I add Mac's McGriddles for breakfast and Burger King for lunch. Haha... I just have the cravings to eat fast food these days. Don't know for what reasons. Haha...But Mac's McGriddles isn't very nice. The flavour is too strong for my liking. The bread is exceptionally sweet until it overpowers the taste of the sausage and egg. And I guess I am someone who perfer salt to sweet. I used to have a sweet tooth but then I have slowly grown to like salty stuff more than sweet stuffs. But of course.. there are food that is only nice when served sweet like popcorn. Haha...

Today was AA202... I finished the paper... But the quality of my answers weren't of very high standard though. Things that I never studied came out... And I wrote nonesense. Haha... Okie... Lets not brood over it animore. Hopefully a miracle will happen and I will get good grade for it... Haha...

Now I have 6 days left to study for wealth planning... I hope I study well... Haha... So much time...

Tml is the AA202 exam... The most unprepared exam ever... After discussion with Guiying and Michelle about some of the exam questions, I realised... I am GG liaoz... Haha... I am truly and ultimately unprepared. I don't even know the basics. OMG!! This is the first time I am so chui.... That explains why I failed my quiz... Hur hur... Haha... It is a tough subject for me because it requires lots of qualitative responses which are highly subjective and requires the full understanding of all the concepts before you can administer any qualitative analysis or application. OMG!!! And obviously I havn't read all my readings and needless to say understand the concepts fully...

Oh well... Life goes on... Just don't like be at the bottom... B will suffice. Prays hard... Chants... Haha... Yeah... Results not everything... Alright... Me go sleep le... Nites to all... and Jiayou!!

The first paper of the year... It was tough obviously... Everyone sigh when they walked out of the exam hall... Many exclaimed they didn't finish the whole paper, they left one question out... Well, I did finish 90% of the paper with the exception of one small part of a question worth 5 marks. Haha... I mislooked one question and lost 20 marks. But still... I remained jovial... ONE PAPER DOWN!!!! Haha... Yeah... Many people were disgruntled, upset, demoralized, disappointed with the exam. Expectancy theory at work... They studied very hard and of ocurse they would want to expect that they could do the paper pretty well. Hence, when their expectations fall short of the reality they felt disappointed. But somehow... I had no such feelings even though I mislooked one whole question. Haha... In fact, I felt that I did pretty well given my level of preparation. =] Life is beautiful... Haha... Okie... That was random...

Next paper AA202.. on the 17th... I came back today but I didn't do much... I was too tired... And I went to get my new specs... haha... Here goes... My qian bian face... Haha...

Haha... My hair is in a mess but I like my skin in this picture... Cos I photoshopped away all my pimples... How nice if my face is as smooth as what is in the picture... Haha... Only in my dreams I guess, unless I go for laser surgery to treat my oily skin... I am vain... Haha... Oh wells... for once I want to see how I look like with clear skin mahz... Haha... Let me be nassicistic please... haha... I love myself... See you need to love yourself first before you can love other people right? Thats what those chinese idol drama says... Haha... How true is it??? Open discussion... In my tag board... Haha...

Time to like make an effor tto mug for AA202 before I fail like I did for the quiz again... Haha... Wish me luck and wish all of the others luck in their exams or mugging sessions... Cheers... Life is beautiful... =] We exist to enjoy life... not to live in misery... Smilez... =]

Tml is the first exam!!! Hahaha... I have already stopped mugging since 4pm in the afternoon. This is by far one of the first times I am so bloody relaxed before the exams. There are two possibilities in this scenario: (1) I will get A (like accounting I), (2) I will flop and get B (like BF221). Hopefully I get A.

And I roughly could guess why I am becoming like this even before exams. Suddenly to me exam results, grades and academic performance seems unimportant to me. Whats the point of working so hard? People who only passed secondary school can succeed in life. People who scrap through their university and got straight Ds, now work in MNCs, banks, big fours. Grades aren't passport to your career. But the gift of the gab, the network you forge, the people skills you possess, the strings you can pull are the key success factors for establishing a vibrant career in the days to come. Now I know why people like to go to chruch services, why people like to go clubbing, pubbing. Its a great place to socialise. Its a great place to hone your communication skills. Its a great place to build a massive network. Its a great place to grow up and face the real world. Who knows you may go clubbing one night and meet one of the Vice Presidents of UBS and make friends with him not knowing his identity? Just like Wende who really did met a VP from UBS when he goes clubbing and that person gave him his name card.

So ya... Haha... I am not gonna mug so hard from this sem onwards. Seriously... Hardwork now doesn't pay off. Its not... We should all be forward looking. We should start paving our path to the future. Haha... Easier said than done. I am now gonna save my first $5,000 and invest in unit trust. Ya... I am that poor... I havn't saved up to $5,000 for the entire 23 years of my life. Now is the time for me to grow up. I will start contacting my old DBS friends and ask them out for KTVs and drinks. Haha... The internship period is a good time. Cos we got the ALLOWANCE... Though not alot... Well... I am sure it will work... Hahah... Make it work... =]

I don't know why my left eye lid keep twitching. Impeding spasms... Hoepfully I don't go blind with these intense spasms. Haha... Tml I am getting my ugly new specs... I wonder why I chose it also. Hahaha... Okie... I will take a photo of it tml and post it here...

Thanks everyone who left a tag in my tagboard to ask me to jiayou... In fact I jiayou-ed for the past one hour and revised 2 chapters of research methods. I am currently resting because I don't know what else is there to study for research methods but yet there are like quite a number of parts which I am unsure of. I am confident yet skeptical about the research methods exams. On one hand I think I can do well, on the other hand I think I may just flop cos I misunderstood all the concepts. Its a thin margin there. Oh well... Let fate decide.

Anyways, there isn't really a point in getting real good results... ... or is there? Haha... Open discussion... leave a comment or tag in my tag board. The significance of academic results: What can academic results tell about a person? Does it have any bearing on a person's career in the future?

I am now going back to sleep. Cos I was awaken to eat some Fried Kway Tiao from some famous store that my Dad went to buy early in the morning and that I must wake up to eat it hot. Haha... So now... I am gonna go back to dreamland. =] To end off... All those who reads my blog... jiayou to all of you all... Wish you all luck in the coming exams!! And I just realised... both my adverts from Nuffnang and Advertlets are the same... Haha... Airforce... Haha... so funny...

I dreamt that I was jobless for two years after graduation. Haha... I guess the internship that I got really impacted me alot... Haha... At first I thought nevermind, I will do another internship by myself in Dec like with some strings pulling probably with the help of friends to like work in banks or financial institutions. But I realised I cannot do internship during dec cos of ARMY!! I have a high key two weeks in camp reservice to fulfill, failing to attend this ICT will cause me to be transferred to another unit which I seriously don't want. "-_-

Oh well... Life... I have doubts about my future in the banking sector. I am harboring thoughts of doing audit or tax in the big fours after I graduate. These thoughts evolved from what I call forward induction. Imagine now getting an internship is so difficult, all banks reject me, some even ignored my application, what makes you think that in one and a half years time, the same banks will not reject and ignore my applications again? Okie... Pessimism at work again. Well... how positive can I get when people who are less qualified than me gets internships in banks and financial instituitions? Suddenly I realised what Victor said is true. In banking sector, its not about how good you are. GPA don't matter AT ALL. You must have strings to pull in order to get inside. In the light of a highly plausible economic downturn or has it already been in action, and the recent subprime, it is no doubt even tougher for a mediocre baf student like me to get any jobs from banks or financial instituitions since they will most probably not want to hire so many fresh grads like they do in the past.

Life... Haha... First, I do not have a companion. Next, I cannot get a job. Haha... Okie okie... We should really face life positively. Perhaps in the remaining days of university life, I will meet some "gui ren" who will help to "revive" me, provide me with strings to pull. Haha... Alright... I bet alot of people dun like to read this entry... Cos its so negative. Maybe I shouldn't compare. I should just stay indvidualistic and I will feel happy all year round. Haha...

Time to study... =]

I have been particularly relaxed these days... I don't know why... Its like the exam period... And here I am slacking around... OMG!! Am I like courting death or wad? Oh well...

I went to make a new specs today... Hell... Must wait until tuesday then can get. "-_- My army specs aren't really for studying cos its not high index and I go abit giddy after reading alot with those specs. Oh okie... FYI... My normal specs broke and announced its retirement from service a few days ago... How sad... Now I am wearing my black army specs... Make me look trendy at times and make me look funny on other times. Haha... Haiz... I am going for research methods exam in those lousy specs... and go giddy for the whole exam when I read the questions. Best. May the force be with me...

I hope I can score A for research methods... It seems like a subject I can excel in. Prays hard... For the rest, I estimate a B for AA202, a B+ for wealth planning and a A- for taxation. Haha... According to Abner these grades are considered failure. Haha... one and a half years ago these grades were also considered failure to me but for now... Its considered alright since over the years I have constantly degraded my status from deans list to smart to mediocre. To a point, a bastard told me this "OMG EVEN YOU KNOW THIS???" Hahah.... Thats like er... read between lines and the meaning is "You are like so mediocre but yet you know something that a gpa 5 person dunno?" Note the key word here is EVEN YOU. I felt insulted... Once again... Its like a motivator... A reminder... That I must go up again... I must regain my status... Haha... Hence, I shall not slack anymore tml... I will like study damn hard tml... Jia you... =]

I checked my email immediately when Guiying infomred me of the AA202 project grade. Haha... OMG!!! We got A!!! Yay!!! I think everyone is super happy about that. I am too... Considering the fact that we didn't put in like alot of effort and we met only twice to discuss. And and... we got A!!! Cooll... But still it's not a boost to my confidence for the exams. I still think... Its a GG subject as far as exams are concerned.

I can't believe that I stayed in school to attend the stupid PA talk which is utterly useless... "-__- Seriously waste my time. I could have came back home rehearsed my 214 presentation ten times... finished 2 chapters of research methods revision and much much more... "-_- Alright... stop complaining. Time to get down to work...

Jiayou!! exams... is coming real sooooooonnnn...

I went to give tuition yesterday and on my way back I saw this...

Some time ago, Guiying told me some Singaporeans have went to Taiwan for their very pretigious singing competition 超级星光大道. This is Guiying's friend... Omg!! He is singing one of my favourite song by Freya Lim!!! And its my favourite song because it brings me memories of... alright getting emo liaoz... I like to sing this song... But oh well... It sounds like killing chicken though. Guiying when we go ktv I sing this song you sure cover ears. Haha... Alright... Presenting 黃靖倫 - 一個人生活. His voice is good!!!


One more girl... who I think has improved alot ever since her appearance in campus superstar in singapore. She is now quite good for her age but still lacks some bass I think... Presenting 蔡嘉航-討厭.


Actually Singapore got a handful of good singers. Its just they lacked the luck and chance. And Singapore's singing competition is like "-_- The champion will never emerge because he/she can sing. Most of the time the converse is true.

Anyways, I am supposed to be studying. But somehow... I am just slacking... and watching videos online. Haha... Exams is like VERY SOON!! Alright... time to sleep ba... =]

Pardon me for major grammatical errors... Hahaa... I am too lazy to type but yet want to blog... haha...

Wanna know how I feel now?? Look at the picture below...

This is my expression now. Haha... I am feeling stressed out just like the cat. Alright... I shall stop whining... Today shall be the last day I slack big time. I must work... Make it WORKK!!! CARRY ON!!! Hahaha...Time to sleep early and wake up real early tml to study hard hard. =] If I believe I can, I will!! Jiayou everyone!!!

I am pretty stressed. AA202 is a gg subject. Haiz... I tried studying for it but apparently I failed man. I shall not depress myself further by going on.

I went swimming today again. =] But the sun was like hiding behind the clouds. "-_- Okie its just like wrong to go out at this timing. I should be studying. Haha...

Abner called to ask me tax.. OH man... I can't remember anything I study. Thanks man.. Increasing my stress. Haiz... When I am stressed I am unlikeable. Sobz... =[ Cos guiying says when I am stressed I am not funny liaoz. Haha... I guess its true man. BUt I can't help but to feel stressed. This is worser than the marketing and ob sem. No amount of crap can help me gain marks in AA202. "-_-

Chants... Prays... Okie... Time to sleep... ZZzzzzz...