Research methods is driving me crazy... The tutor is a b****. She is a**l. Haha... Time and again she reject our topic... At this rate, I don't know how we are going to even start doing anything for the project. I hate her so I curse her. Hope that she will **&%@!$!! Haha...

It was a tiring week for me. I am weighed down by projects. I am so tired. I am so lagging behind all my tutorials. History is repeating itself. I have so little energy left to read 100000000000000000000 journal articles and discover something that theories can't explain and finally develop a research topic and do a research. We are not intelligent souls who can find flaws in age old concepts and theories. We are not researchers who can close the gap between concepts and reality. We are just not. Its too much to ask of a pathetic 3 AUs subject. If we are on of the above we wouldn't be in pathetic NTU, we will be in Harvard or some biggie well known University. Conclusion the tutor is just a**l.

Enough said... I met for AA202 project and oh boy... Huan Hui compiled the slides very nicely. SMU students can not only present well but they can do very good presentation slides too!! They need no communication strategies lessons like I do. Haha... Speaking of comms. I looked at my video recording for impromptu and realised I am screwed. Its really one of the world's lousiest presentation ever. I feel like killing myself. Haha... The tutor told us to prepare for the same question and she is going to let us try presenting again. Haiz... Feel so loser. But we lose to learn how to win. Well slowly... I will learn the art of winning from consistent losing.

I am so tired. Time to take a nap... =] I am going to sleep at 4am again today. Haha... To try and read 1000000000000 journal articles. "-_- Wish me luck... Cheers... May there be miracles and the tutor gets replaced for good.