I am blogging everyday. Haha... No... Not because I am too free, its because I am slacking. I haven't been studying for my quizzes diligently. Oh well... Haiz... But one thing is my cashback is IN!!! Woohoo~ Money money come... Hahhahaa... Gone mad.

I am not in the best of moods because something happened again. Call me unlucky. Recently I always meet fuckers, bitches and bastards. What I am going to say now is a story about a fucker. And the story is not weaved because of my negativitiy and cynical brain. So here goes... We should name the fucker A to avoid making my entry look damn vuglar.

So A told me... He thinks that X and C are not simple personnels like me. Then I was like er okie... So? A says he feels that X and C are scheming personnels who schemes on others and he doesn't know when he is their target. He adds on that being a scheming person himself who schemes on others also, failing to see through X and C as scheming against what, means they are of a higher level than him.

I was like... er... So? then he said so... he doesn't want them to scheme on him. Then I replied if you scheme on people, you have no rights to feel angry, upset, annoyed or whatsoever when other people scheme on you. Full stop. And I stopped talking about it. Then I was thinking, if you don't enjoy being schemed don't scheme on others in the first place. Its because you scheme on others thats why you are always thinking that others are scheming like you do as well when they may actually be not scheming to start off with.

I don't bear any thoughts of people scheming against me although sometimes I suspect but I will just dismiss the negative thought because I believe in the friendship with that person. But, now that A admits that he schemes on people. I can confirm that what happened to me and H was a result of A's schemes!!! Full stop. I shouldn't continue. I feel so... fucked up.

But ultimately, I don't belive that scheming is the only way you can get things done and achieve your goals. Thats all...

I guess all my emo and negative posts have driven most of my readers away. Haha...