Yesterday, I had my AA202 lesson early in the morning. Yawnz. But we learnt something interesting. The 5 models of human behaviour. Haha... When I was reading the article I couldn't appreciate it cos I didn't understand what it was talking about. But after the tutor decipher it and explained to us in simple english. Oooooo... Haha... Its actually quite interesting. Particularly interesting to me was the socialogical model which purports that humans beahve according to social norms, customs and etc. Haha... I thought ya... Its actually quite true, especially in this little red dot on the the world map called Singapore. Hahaha... When you don't conform to the social norms, you incur social costs for instance discrimination and etc. There were also other models which advocate that human behave in a particular way because they want everything and they want to maximise the utility of using something. Haha... Pretty interesting.

I was emo yesterday for something trivial which I think I should learn to accept. I should really learn to accept, live with it and slowly stop people from doing it to me. Easier said than done. It is hard for me to like really attain a level that will stop people from doing that to me because I am just genetically ectomorph. For this kind of genetics, you do too much you can't gain, you do too little you can't gain also. People just don't understand because they are mostly mesomorph and they narrowly think everyone is like them. I hate that feeling. Even though you made progress, people do not want to know your progress. They want to see the final complete good outcome that they want to see, failing which they scorn at you. In the society its also like that. Your boss aren't concerned with the process you get things done, your boss wants to see results, good results that he recognise and prescribed by.

I woke up today in the morning and I decided that I should do something. Haha... I went to the gym. I increased the weight load I usually do. Haha... Oh man... Not much strength to lift like 45.5kg. But well... I survived 2 sets of 5reps before I continued with another 2 sets of 10reps at 40.5kg and 36.6kg. Hopefully it stimulates some muscle gain. The sun was good so I went swimming after my gym. Haha... My mum asked me "Eh you siaoz ah? early morning go do so many exercises." Haha... Well, I just felt like doing wad. Hahaha... And I felt better and happier after exercising. Oh well, I bet she didn't even noticed I wasn't feeling good yesterday. hahahaa... Whatever.

I just realised one of my aa202 group member is a part time model. Haha... No wonder she is so pretty. =] Hahaha... But aiya attached. Next... =X No lahz... She is a nice friendly ger.