My day starts at 530am and lessons at 830am today. Haha... Yawnz... I slept so late last night and should I say this morning. Haha... The 202 lesson was indeed interesting but I didn't "go" for the online lecture and I was truly lost.

Research methods meeting went on and we gotten somewhere... Haha... I hope we are getting closer to the end soon. Lecture was boring... I was literally dozing off and I wonder why I bother to go in the first place.

I have been so slack... Oh man... All my presentations are like either the first or one of the first few. Wee~ means I can focus and mug once all presentations are settled.

It is sometimes quite sad to see that friends cease to treat you as friends. They stop talking to you and slowly when you talk to them EVERY SINGLE TIME, they reply promptly with ttyl. Thats so sad. Am I a bad person? I believe I am quite a nice guy mah. No? Well... Life... just gets better. I believe I will meet my goodies and besties soon... Those who don't leave me. =]

I am getting abit upset cos I am so busy that I don't have time to go gym or swim. Sianz... And somehow, when I stop exercising for one week I will shrink. Haha... Of course to everyone, you see me, you cannot notice but I can notice myself cos when I shrink my t-shirts become looser, longer and the shoulder seams fall off my shoulders. So saddening lahz... But well, life... Haha... Time to sleep... =]

I just had to post this. Haha... I read on Fashion Nation that there is this LOCAL street wear site called WAYW where the site owners take photos of stylish people on the streets of Singapore. Its like WOW! So cool. Haha... I went to the site and I saw really nice fashion sense, guys and girls alike. For your info, the site is called WAYW because it the acroymn stands for what are you wearing. Haha... I think this is the best on the site.


KEN, 22

OCCUPATION mass comm student
I'M WEARING a shirt from Tokyo Hare. My bottoms is GAP and my shoes are Fred Perry. MY STYLE is clean and sharp. MY FASHION ICON is Pete Doherty. MY FAVORITE BRAND is Hysteric Glamour. I READ MEN'S NON-NO.

Wah... I bet this ken is not from NTU mass comm. Haha... Cos I seldom see NTU guys with so good fashion sense. And yeah... I realised I am not the only guy in Singapore who reads fashion magazine. hahahaha... People also read. The difference is erms... he is handsome, I am not. So I am assured that it is not weird or gay for a guy to read fashion magazines. Guys can be fashionable too in Singapore. Hahaha... And ya... I am looking for the kind of berms he is wearing... Haha... It is shorter and less baggy than normal berms. Even though he said its from GAP, I never saw those in GAP lehz. Haha...

K... Meeting for wealth planning project in town. =]

I woke up with an enduring headache and felt a little feverish. I really didn't feel like going to school today. But I got no choice. Today I have two graded presentations. One the AB214 impromptu presentaion, two the AA203 taxation presentation.

The impromptu presentation scared me pants off because there were a total of 43 topics to choose from randomly and I didn't look through it before I went for lessons as I was too sick and ill yesterday night to be bothered to go through the questions. When I went for class, OMG almost 70% of the people came in 43 slips of paper filled with notes. They prepared for all 43 topics. Haha... I wonder if this is really still an impromptu presentation if people really did prepare. Haha... I was the fourth speaker and clearly the least prepared. I talked nonesense on the "stage" and I tired to extend my speech by like engaging the audience. Haha... The tutor laughed her pants off when the class responsed to my question with a "YYYYYEEEEEESSSSSSSS" accompanied with the action of nodding their heads. Damn funny. Okie... so my presentation ended in a short span of like 1 minute plus. Its supposed to be 3 minutes. Clearly my content fail cos I can't think with the feverish feats.

After the 214 lesson, I went to tiong bahru to meet Candy for lunch. Haha... Then I went back to school for tax presentation preparation. Haha... Feverish feats. Giddy spells. Yawnz... Hahaha... I must say tax presentation was great. =] Haha...

That draws the end of my day. Finally, after a bath and dinner the feverish feats are gone. Wee~ I feel rejuvenated. =] News of people getting attached and people broke and patched up. How sweet and lovely... Happy for my friends lahz. Everyone's getting attached. When is it my turn? Haha... Feeling lonely and lousy man... Life... ... Are we controlled by fate or do we control fate?

Wealth planning today... The tutor was quite good lahz. But very secondary school style her teaching. Nevertheless, I think our class will do well for the exams under her guidance. And my greatest fear of she being a ah tiong was unfounded.... She spoke perfect fluent english. Cooollll...

After lessons went to fal to meet Susan. Oh she is so nice... She got me a prezzie. =] Its a resistance band which I always wanted, so that I can do some exercises at home. Thanks... Haha... I think I thanked her ten thousand times liaoz. =]

West mall for AA202 presentation meeting. Haha... The case was total crap... We couldn't understand a single thing. The questions lead us to nowhere. Hahaha... Took train with Huang Hui. Haha.. He is returning to SMU for his basketball training. Cool... He is damn funny. He said he heard that NTU people dress down but its the opposite when he comes here. He commented that I always dresses so well to school. Haha... He say oh your shoes are damn nice!!! Hahaha... Cool... I feel good. Yay... Okie I am vain lahz. Hahaha... He is a very nice guy to befriend.

Okie... Thats all for today. =] Wake up tml for gym or swim.

I have been slacking recently. Never do much readings and preparations for my lessons. I ought to buck up. I need to set daily goals and stay motivated. History shall not repeat itself. Haha... Effective time management is important. I must must must practice that!!! I would think this semester's subjects are not very very tough if I put in effort to be consistent in my work.

Haha... Koda kumi is just so hot. Haha... I know I said it many times liaoz... But... yeah... Her new song's MV. =]

Meanwhile, I shall relac jack for a few more days. I will go full force mugging starting next week. Then slowly I will update my blog less frequently. Haha... =X hope that won't happen. I shall plan time wisely and still have sufficient time for everything.

Yesterday, I had my AA202 lesson early in the morning. Yawnz. But we learnt something interesting. The 5 models of human behaviour. Haha... When I was reading the article I couldn't appreciate it cos I didn't understand what it was talking about. But after the tutor decipher it and explained to us in simple english. Oooooo... Haha... Its actually quite interesting. Particularly interesting to me was the socialogical model which purports that humans beahve according to social norms, customs and etc. Haha... I thought ya... Its actually quite true, especially in this little red dot on the the world map called Singapore. Hahaha... When you don't conform to the social norms, you incur social costs for instance discrimination and etc. There were also other models which advocate that human behave in a particular way because they want everything and they want to maximise the utility of using something. Haha... Pretty interesting.

I was emo yesterday for something trivial which I think I should learn to accept. I should really learn to accept, live with it and slowly stop people from doing it to me. Easier said than done. It is hard for me to like really attain a level that will stop people from doing that to me because I am just genetically ectomorph. For this kind of genetics, you do too much you can't gain, you do too little you can't gain also. People just don't understand because they are mostly mesomorph and they narrowly think everyone is like them. I hate that feeling. Even though you made progress, people do not want to know your progress. They want to see the final complete good outcome that they want to see, failing which they scorn at you. In the society its also like that. Your boss aren't concerned with the process you get things done, your boss wants to see results, good results that he recognise and prescribed by.

I woke up today in the morning and I decided that I should do something. Haha... I went to the gym. I increased the weight load I usually do. Haha... Oh man... Not much strength to lift like 45.5kg. But well... I survived 2 sets of 5reps before I continued with another 2 sets of 10reps at 40.5kg and 36.6kg. Hopefully it stimulates some muscle gain. The sun was good so I went swimming after my gym. Haha... My mum asked me "Eh you siaoz ah? early morning go do so many exercises." Haha... Well, I just felt like doing wad. Hahaha... And I felt better and happier after exercising. Oh well, I bet she didn't even noticed I wasn't feeling good yesterday. hahahaa... Whatever.

I just realised one of my aa202 group member is a part time model. Haha... No wonder she is so pretty. =] Hahaha... But aiya attached. Next... =X No lahz... She is a nice friendly ger.

Went to give tuition in the morning. Haha... Got tuition fees. Wee~ Pays credit card bill... Boo~ hahaha... But overall still gave my spending account a little lift. Haha...

I came home, and printed my aa202 readings. Its freaking 38 pages about human behaviour and nature. Haha... What has accounting decision and control got to do with human behaviour and nature???? Beats me. Haha... Nevertheless I finished reading the long article and learnt nothing from it. Haha...

By the time I finsihed it was already four. I went gym and now I am back. Refreshed! Wee~ My traps and lats hurt again. Haha... I think those are my under developed parts which I always never train. Now that I realised and train along with the pace of the toher parts which are more developed, its a strain to them. Haha... But, I will get well soon. hahaha... Time for dinner... Wee~

Mobilised today. Haha... Took cab down to Maju Camp to report. A total waste of time. Wait wait wait and more waiting... I also dunno what we were waiting for. "-_- But well... It was a good time to gather since some army frens are always busy with their own activities and never free to meet up. Now the army help us arrange gathering. Haha... Talk cock sing song for many hours before we got released. "-_- Share cab home with ben and gary. Haiz... I wasted whole day... It already 10 plus. I have so many things on hand to do. Okie... Better go do.

Happy Birthday To Me!!
Sepcial thanks to all these people:
- My family who bought me a black forest cake and asked me to open the cake myself and light the candles myself. Hahaha...
- Jun Wei and Dot for being the first two persons to wish me happy birthday through msn!
- Candy who wished me happy birthday twice, and said that my birthday rocks.
- My wealth planning project group - Andrew, Joanne, Huishan, Yiling; the others in my wealth planning class - Lee Peng, Mindy, Tong Tong, Alvin and the rest of the people whom I did not know in the class but sang me a birthday song. =]
- Susan, Kavan, Jia Hui for being one of the first few to wish me through sms.
- Yanfen and Michelle my year one good friends who also wished me through sms.
- Qiao Ru my financial consultant... thanks!! can I get my cashback now as a present? Hahaha...
- Clara for sending me an online "get handsomer n handsomer each day gift". =]
- All the others whom have sent me your blessings and wishes. Really appreciate them.

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE who made my birthday a happy day!!!! Your wishes brighten up my day. There is no need to celebrate birthdays to feel great. Wishes from so many people will also give you the feeling of warmth and happiness. =] I had a great birthday today.

Wish me Happy Birthday song on my sidebar is an emo song... But I decided to put it here... Cos, Jay Chou has the same birthday as me. No wonder I am as talented as him. Haha... =x Okie... Just joking don't throw eggs at me. Haha... Anyways, I loved this song very much last time. So yay... enjoy it together. =]

Rumours of mobilisation on sat. "-_- Its really zzzzz... Why on a sat? Sian sian sian!!! Why am I a combat NSmen??? Sianz... I hope the alert amber period ends like tml and we wun get recalls. Haha... But it just started. Argh... So people if you see like fighting spirit or bright star on tv, radio or at mrt stations with the little soldier logo contact me and tell me. Means I am like being recalled, and I need to pack my army stuff and go back to camp to report. "-______- Sianz to the power to 100.

I haven't updated my blog for a few days. The readership must have dropped. Haha...

Week 2 of school kicked start with AB214 presentation about a communications challenge we faced. Haha... I didn't really prepare and I had brief pauses in between my speech. Haha... But overall I was pretty alright, at least I never screw up like one ger was was trembling all over and she couldn't carry on stopping at 1 minutes plus when we were supposed to present a 3 minutes speech. Taxation was alright still. I feel that It is managable so far and I haven't felt the "OMG!!! YOU taking taxation!!! Its very tough!!!" feeling as many described from their hear say rumours. Haha... I like the Whitemen's 5 propositions. Haha.. Its so biz law. Cool... I love biz law.

Tuesday was the AA202 lecture. Haha... Totally catched no ball. The lecture encompassed like a total of 5 long chapters in the customised text all taught in a short brief 2 hours. Haha... Jokes. I think I gonna do badly for AA202 because its like OB. The answers to questions are all over the place.

Today was the AA202 seminar 1. Haha... I learnt absolutely nothing from the lesson. The tutor didn't really teach anything. "-_- and he is the course coordinator. Very bad. There's a SMU exchange guy in my group. He is way too cool for NTU. Hahaha... He has brilliant communications and PR skills. He is so darn smart and knowlegable for an accounting student. No offence to NTU accounting student who mostly has super high IQ, but this SMU guy just possess not only an edge but many edges against NTU accounting students. I can feel his smart-ness during group discussion. Although, I think I am not too bad in terms of intellect, I must admit I don't even have 1/3 of his "powers". And I thought if accounting students in SMU are so good already, their banking students must be elites. Sobz... Will I be jobless when I graduate facing competition against such strong players? Haha... Whatever... Try our best in life and we will live without regrets lorz. =]

I had 6 hours break today. Haha... I went outside school and came back to school only to still have like 2 hours left. I finished my taxation tutorial and still found time to sleep. Haha... Research methods lecture was like "-_- I feel so threatened to be in her tutorial class. Haha... Seems like her class students needa do a hell lot of work.

Alright time to sleep. Tml meeting early in school for wealth planning project meeting. =]

Week one of school officially ends... haha... I crashed wealth planning today and I got the subject. Haha... Cool... The tutor is damn nice and funny. He is one of those really good tutors I feel that you enter the class you come out the class a different person cos you learn something from the class. He is like Ng Eng Juan. But this subject really wake me up. I should start planning my wealth. Haha.... Like I got wealth. But ya... I should stop spending on unnecessary stuffs like clothes. I feel so guilty spending money on clothes now. I could have saved those money and in years to come I would have snowballed a small amount. Haiz... My PruCash is not enough.

I had taxation lessons yesterday. Haha... Formed groups with Abner's friends. Haha... Yong yang said, "You are Abner's friends means is our friends." Haha... So cool... So nice... Hardly I meet this kind of people. I had plans to go swimming after the tax lesson but it rained like nobody's buisness. Oh man.... =[ So on my way home, I felt hungry and I alighted at city hall, suntec to go the food court to grab some food. I polished off one big plate of pasta. Haha... Then I passed by Topman and committed the greatest sin. I saw a jeans on freaking dirt cheap discount and I bought it. Oh man... I should never spend like that!! Cannot!! Its not like I got no jeans to wear lorz... Haha... Okie... I learnt my lesson. Next time hungry... Don't drop at town to eat... Drop at some ulu places to eat and go home. Haha...

I am getting a little depressed because I havn't gone to the gym nor gone swimming ever since school starts. Haiz... And I realised although my weight never drop, I am shrinking... I look skinnier and skinnier and skinnier... Haha... So scary... Will I just get blown away by the wind? Haha... Okie... Stop being vain... Time to study... MUG MUG MUG!!!!

School started... Yawnz... Its week one and I am feeling stressed and dreading school already. Haiz... Add drop is more like a drop period because the only thing you seem to be able to do is to drop and never to add. Haiz... Sucks... I am emailing the profs straight to ask them to take me in for wealth planning because I really liked it but I cannot get it. In the end, I just put corporate finance as a contingency first so that if I really couldn't get in I wouldn't be like not taking any baf modules at all this sem and make myself real busy taking many baf modules in year 3. So ya... I will see how it goes... I hope the profs are nice enough to let me get in. Chances are slim because many have already done so and got in. Haiz... I am always slow in resorting to other ways of gettig things other than the official way. But well at least I am slow but not ignorant. Haha...

Okie.. Monday was comms and tax. Comms was like a really bad start. The tutor hates me for not printing course outline before class and she thinks I am making excuses to not print. She starts slamming me during lessons. Best. Go and die... To think I still tot wah this tutor looks quite nice when I entered the class. Tax was a kind of a fun lesson as in it is not physically fun but I found it easy to digest and it is not as everybody says its so difficult. Its not... It seems quite fun to me. But maybe its just the beginning thats why it don't seem difficult. Haha...

Yesterday, was a free day becuase aa202 lecture only starts on week 2. So I thought I wanted to go swim but in the end it rained the whle freaking day. End of story... My day was spent rotting along the streets because I was caught in the rain when I went for lunch.

Today is the research methods lecture. The lecturer who is also the course coordinator is from NUS. haha... How funny... Its like NTU don't have staff who can coordinate the course. Haha...

Thats all for school... Yawnz... I am definitely not gearing up for school work... I read 2 out of 3 chapters of my tax and I dun feel like carrying on anymore. Haha... I wonder how I am gonna survive tommorrow's seminar. Haha... Whatever... Time to sleep... =]

School is starting tml!!! Sianz. Time flies... I saw all the course outlines. Omg! Its gonna be a xiong sem. Chants... I hope I can manage them well. Meanwhile, I think I must rest well on this final day of "freedom". Haha...

Okie... yesterday went shopping with my sis and mum. haha... I bought quite some stuffs. I bought Zara tee, Cotton on boardshorts and Levis 605 pencil straight jeans. Total damage $180. Haha... Okie officially broke but the jeans and tee is like for new year. hahaha... As in chinese new year. Cos I am afraid once school starts I will start buying like alot of snacks to munch during my free periods and the money just disappear.

I grabbed a copy of Today weekend yesterday and saw an article on IPPT for NSmen. Haha... The article said that the 2.4km run had unrealistic standards for NSmen. Like many want to break the 10minute barrier to get gold and in the attempt suddenly die on the spot as they push themselves over their physical limits. The article says that we cannot pretend that the death of some NSmen during their 2.4km run was conicidental - its the standard that is too hard to attain. The article suggests that the 2.4km run should be replaced with a long distance run (e.g. 5km) with a realistic timing to meet (e.g. 30min). My opinion on this is that the standard can be attained, BUT you need to ensure that your body can take the amount of stress that your mind gets your body to do. Many a times, people attain the 9.45min Gold standard timing for 2.4km not because they have muscles and great strength for their lower limbs; they have a certain level of strength but 85% of the victorious timing is "mind over body". However, if you do not have a certain degree of strength, exercising "mind over body" 100% can still give you a good timing of 9.45mins. But its gravely dangerous because your heart cannot take it and you may just... Ya... So I think the standard is standard for you to aim for, but you must know your own condition of your body before trying to attain a standard that your body cannot take it.

Went gym in the morning. Haha... There were freaking alot of people. But I see some jokers who just went to the gym and stand around. Start working out peeps! Why you stand around? Model? Walau block my way lahz. And the worst is like they were playing with the machines and sitting on the machine chit chatting... like... er.... hello the machine is old and its gonna spoil... Other people wan to do quality workouts with the machine one can??? So they broke the flow of my workout like I cannot do supersets cos they were hoarding on to the machine doing nothing and when people asked erm are you using the machine? they were like yes yes... but they just sat there like a model. Haha... So the best is buy a dumbbell set at home man. You can do it at your own pace and no models to break your flow. Haha... But quite sad when I stand infront of the mirror, cos I am not growing any bigger still so skinny man. "-_-

Alright, gonna like take a nap. Haha... Rest well before school kick start... Hahaa... Cheers...

Early in the morning today, I went to the gym cos it has been a week since I last visited the gym for a workout. Why? Because I was saving and conserving energy for the ippt yesterday. Haha... Haiz... I shouldn't have done that. My strength dipped from 40kg to 36kg. I feel weak. My muscles aren't growing, but its feeling sore. My protein supplement ran out and I couldn't have my post workout drink, in fact it ran out days ago and I didn't drink it for days. That explains why my muscles are sore because I havn't been taking in enough protien to aid in recovery. Ouch... My lats are feeling the worst. I think I overtrain. Oh man... And the weighing machine is not accurate, when I feel that I look like skinnier than last time, I weigh heavier... 68kg now... Haha...

After that I came home to rest and went shopping with Ri hui in the afternoon. Haha... Yay... Bought white Pedro sneakers with red and green stripes at the side which kinda resembles Gucci's colour scheme. Hahaha... Like it very much. Then we went to sim lim to get my thumbdrive. Haha... Cool... But it was damage to my wallet lahz... although I bought only two stuff. And yes... I can't walk with my "broken" ankle and sore lower limbs. I feel so tired walking around. Haha... So I think I not fit enough to have a gf who loves to shop around. haha... Probably a homely one will be good everyday stay at home to date. Haha... Okie just joking. I wouldn't want that to happen to my relationship in the future. Haha...

Alright overall, although I am beat I feel upbeat today. Haha... I am physically beat, but I am happy with my purchases because finally my torn converse sneakers can end its life and my feet gets a new lease of life with a new pair of sneakers. Yay... Hahaha... Okie I am mad to like personify stuffs. Haha... Okie ned of story for today... Go sleep... Zzzzz...

Haha... A tiring day indeed... Non-ICT IPPT today at Bedok FCC. Boy... I was so damn high morale after completing my 4 static stations. Haha... Alll stations i scored the max 5 points... meaning gold standard can? Many people weren't able to get gold standard for their static stations and people queuing behind me were like mumbling about how they think from my static station results that I am some pro fit dude. Unfortunately, my 2.4 run proved that I am not that fit after all... so sad... My ankle was damn pain during the run lahz. Its an old injury when I hurt my ankle in the hills in Taiwan during ATEC and I stupidly didn't fall out and continued with all missions after getting hurt, the result of my stupidity back then is after taking care of it for a long period of two years, my ankle which should be supposedly fine isn't really that fine... Okie... No excuses lahz... Lousy timing means lousy timing... I think I never train running enough thats why 2.4 screwed up big time. Time to invest more time in HIIT to train for speed and endurance and cut down on the time gyming... cos I grow muscles oso like still look skinny. Hahaha... My weight is like 67kg but I look like I am only 55kg. Right? those who have seen me recently? Haha.... Muscles weigh heavier then fats, so ya... more muscles means heavier but small framed me wrapped with muscles oso still look small. Sound so depressing. Haha... But at least now my clothes fit better on me. There is marginal difference in physcial build lahz (in state of denial that i still look skinny). Hahaha...

Okie enough said about IPPT. After IPPT, I went home to wash up, have a quick dinner and rush to city hall to meet uni sem 1 frens. Haha... Sat around starbucks to chit chat and left at around 10plus for home. Haha... I am kind of tired... But i feel so high... I wan to do 50 push ups before sleeping. Haha... I am mad...

I am rotting big time at home now because its raining and I can't go swimming. Yawnz...

So one funny person msn me this... "sian... I see you... I feel like sleeping..." Then he went offline. Haha... Joker. Whats that supposed to mean?! Okie whatever... "-_- I never do anything to you, I never say anything to you, you come and say this to me. Best!!! Haha...

Bored me surfed the net and went to check if I have already uploaded my resume nicely on CareerFit so that the PA phase I will be smooth for me. And smartie NTU cleverly helped us include in the resume expected class of honours don't know based on what but i reckon is the cumulative GPA. It is just hilarious lahz.... They helped me put first class honours. Its seriously a misrepresentation of my expected class of honours. My expected class of honours should be just 2nd upper lahz based on my GPA. Later the employers thought wah this guy not bad eh... in the end the gpa so low. Haha...

Happy New Year!!!! Wee~ Its 2008!!! Hope that everyone's 2008 will bring you 无与伦比的美丽! Haha...

My new year resolution is to be happier than year 2007, get better academic results and live a more fulfilling life than year 2007. =]

Everyone tell me ya new year resolution here... It may come true worz. Haha...

Alright great year ahead!!!