Lalala... Too free keep blogging lorz... haha... Nothing much to blog actually... I am slakcing at home whole day long... and I went to gym early in the morning... I don't know what kind of energy possessed me that can make me sleep at 3.30am and wake up at 9.30am... Haha...

Tml is christmas eve... wooohooo~ okie... like i got celebrate christmas like that... Will be another lonely christmas lahz... "Jingle bells jingle bells jingle all the way..." Haha... Many people ask me don't you feel very sad and depressed to keep spending your days alone? and I told them... kinda used to it... Haha... Like seriously wad... You don't really have a click to always go out with and do things together... You just have friends here and there... So when the time comes like festive season or so... People celebrate with their closest family and friends, clicks or lovers... So I am left alone lorz... So ya... I understand lahz... and I am used to it lorz. Its not easy to get people out also or to put it to find people of a similar "genre" as me. Sounds pretty sad as it is... but I am okie with it... used to it... and am not having any feelings of depression and sadness due to loneliness... Its fine... After all... I get to see my family everyday if I alwaes stay home... Ten years down the road maybe you won't be able to do it when your siblings set up their own families and stuff... So ya...

The thing is to be contended with whatever state you have now... if you alwaes feel un contended with life you will most prob live life miserably like how I did last time. So I have learnt over the years to be contended with whatever I have and make full use of that... If you are upset everyday life still goes on, if you are happy everyday life also goes on... so choose the easier way out lahz... stay happy... life will be easier...

Okie... I am not writing this to act pitiful... a blog is a blog... People post pictures of themselves and their frens but it can also be a emotional release avenue... I can jot down my feelings here and look back some time later and laugh at my silliness. So ya... Its my blog... so it will be me, myself and my life. Hahaha... I attempted to write other things outside my life... but its just hard... no ideas... Haha.... So meanwhile... its still me, myself and my life... =] Smile to the sun... tml will be a better day... "you learn something new everyday" quoting suyun... haha... the future is bright... you may experience surprises that you least expected...

Everyone enjoy your chirstmas eve!!!