Its a sunny day... How nice... Of course I would never forget to go for a swim given such a good weather. Feeling good after the swim. I am becoming narcissistic. Haha... I keep taking photos of myself. Haha... tada... Satisfied after a swim. But quite sad my tan all faded already thanks to the rainy season lately that I seldom get the chance to bake myself under the sun. Haha... Here, you see that after the temporary drying of oily skin and acne by the sun, it has recovered to its previous clear and acneless glory - soft and subtle due to constant exposure to water while swimming. But nevertheless these effects are temporary... when I reached home after a few hours cos i went to have lunch and stuff, skin becomes excessively oily, pores get clogged up and acne is back looking for my skin again. Yawnz... It come and go like friends. Haha... Big big ones at various areas of the face. Oh whatever... I can't be bothered to apply any pimple cream or whatsoever anymore, its not gonna help. Its a vicious cycle... this batch come and die den after some time a new batch come again. When will it stop? The answer is it will not stop cos its adult acne. Haha... I am old already, acne now is not due to like being young. Whatever. The more you care the worser it gets, the less you care all the more you may get unexpected gains. Just like when you yearn for a relationship none knocks at your door, when you give up hope a relationship comes looking for you. Haha...

Oh why is it getting depressing. Haha... Its a happy day!! wee~~ smilez... Thanks to all my friends who bothered to notice my "angry" and "full of hatred" personal message on msn and expressed concern. I love you all. =] For those who din, probably you weren't online at that time and didn't see my pm. Nevertheless, as long as you don't put on a false front, bluff me, tell me lies, I will love you and be there to help you all the way up to the point I am dying. The thing is don't try to act or pretend in front of me, I will just know that you are pretending even as my IQ is not as high as yours. On top of that, I don't say anything doesn't mean I am not aware of your acting, I just can't be bothered to go further with you cos its wasting my precious time and effort.

I think I am a difficult friend to be with. High demands, but yet boring and not exciting. Haha... This explains why I have limited friends who are willing to go out with me. Haha... Oh its just me. Time to sleep.... Nitez...