Boring boring boring... Haha... Went for interview but nobody got back... Its either I am so lousy that nobody wants me to work for them or they are lousy for not choosing me. Whatever... Recently, have realised many things. Oh well... Life... Haha...

But I finally know what is "friends come and go" and they really do. At a point of time you will be their most important friends and they will stand by you... But overtime, when they meet new people who can click better with them than to you their priority will turn towards them and you become friends of low importance to them. Subsequently, when you ask them out they will say "Alright!!!!" and at the last minute say "I couldn't make it" with some really valid reasons only to find out that actually they had plans with their new important friends after you confirm the plans with them. Afterall, we love to only hang out with people who bring us excitment, fun and etc. So the new important friend could deliver them but the old friends have lost the ability to do so. So... thats it... Hahaha... Your friend is beginning to go... But at the same time you find some friends coming into your life... Oh well... Its a vicious cycle I think, making you feel sad and happy over and over again. Haha... But of course... there are really friends who will NEVER GO... which is what we call good friends or even best friends.

But sometimes, you realised that some friends put on a mask. They pretend to be nice to you firstly to tell ours that they are freindly and that they are goodies and alternatively to achieve a certain aim. Secondly, they just want to maintain the friendship so that when you are "needed" you can be "used". In the first circumstance, you will only see friendship when you are in a group, when you face the person individually for help they will probably turn you down outright. There was one such person in my life and everybody believes him and not me and subsequently yes the "good" triumph the "evil". Inverted commas because the good is actually the evil and the evil is actually the good. How ironic... How sad... In the second circumstance, when your useful life expires you are disposed off like an asset of an company. There were many in my life. How depressing. Haha... Whatever... Friends really do come and go. And we should accept it wholeheartedly and never to be sad about losing.

What an emo entry. Haha... I should learn to not be emo at all... after all guys are expected to be emo-less... So I should learn to hide my feelings and die bottling them up. Hahahaha... Okie jokes... Guys are humans also... they get emo also just that some, in fact majority will not reveal their emo-ness but do silly things like talking to pillows at home, or drowning their sorrows in alcohol, drugs etc. Haha...

Okie... the reason for this entry is because I had a weird dream yesterday. I swear it was a weird dream... I saw people I missed, people I hate, people I love, people I treasure all at one place... And yes... this sparked my memories and emo-ness. Life... is like that... Haha... Take it or leave it... But you leave it means you die liaoz... Hahaha... Okie... Lame... Nothing better to do... Hahaha... Lalala... When you are bored you sleep... ZZZZzzzzzzz...