And so... I am traumatized by my maths paper again...

First question... stunned.... what the fuck is the question asking??? I couldn't formulate anything.

Second question wow part one part two easy part three... shit... what??? part four oh no... what the hell...

Third question cool... black scholes... part a yes... part b oh yeah baby... part c... after one whole page of letters and weird symbols... complete with doing product rule three times for the first time in my life... what the fuck... why is there some ln(y/x) there hindering the path to the right answer? Nevermind... No time to waste...

Fourth question... cool.... the values are like the same as last sem question.... part a... after two pages of row operations... Ch** B** how come my weights for my risky assets aren't equals to one? "You have 15 minutes left..." fuck... die I haven't do question 1. part d... oh man.... what the hell... need to do row operations again?? no time... okie... wrote some rubbish... go backs to question one... think a while... wrote one line of rubbish... times up... "put down your pens..."

Thats it.... VIOLA... The path to a C or even a D... More than 50 marks wrong answers plus left undone. Bravo... The reason why I am so very upset with this paper is that my maths was alwaes bravo... I could do everything in class at home... everywhere... My coursework is A+ like most other people and I had the highest hope of getting a A+ for this paper because I thought I was seriously good at it. But... it turn out that its not so... I am just a maths moron who was lucky enough to use the right formulas and get the right answers anytime except for exams. Damn sad... Its like falling from the sky to hell seriously...

But well as many of my caring friends who know how I felt after falling from the sky to hell, they told me to look forward and score well in the other two exams coming up to mitigate the losses in GPA made in this subject. Its like diversification... CAPM assumes that all portfolios are diversified... Haha.... Going mad again... okie... now should be concentrating on accounting... so the decision is to do well for the next two papers because the differential amount for doing well in the next two paper is positive as compared to just giving up. Haha... Okie my brain kind of gone haywire. Alright... 1am now... I am still feeling refreshed.... and ready to go... woohoo~ let's go... study hard... =]