Friday... Its finally my free day because AB228A has finally ended.

Wee~ I went swimming in the morning...

Met my mum for lunch and went to buy mooncake.

Left my mum when she went to meet my aunt, and I headed to bugis to cut my hair.

After the haircut, I went to national library to do research for my aa102 project. Initially, I thought I will return home empty handed with no materials found. But I found Star Cruises' 10th anniversary publication. There are lots of info in it and I guess we can just depend on this very book for the whole project. Haha... Of course with injection of our own ideas.

I didn't mug today. I told myself that today is a rest day for me. Haha... and I think back.. walau... Like everyday is my rest day. I discovered that my time is almost up. Its almost oct already. Meaning in about a month's time we will be having our exams. It seems to me that yesterday was just the first day of school. Time flies...

Time flies and I can understand why abner is worried about alot of stuff... Not being able to do enough mugging to get A, not being able to get a gf etc. I as a friend encourage him not to be worried about the gf part. But well... I am a little worried myself.

Although its said that it all depends on fate and that someone will be there for you one day, I can't help but to have a feeling that if I stay on doing nothing I can remain a single for the next half of my life. Haha... Yeah... feeling emo... But... gf this kind of thing... its no.1 you don't see anyone suitable for you, no. 2 you see someone you like but the person is a potential outright rejector because you observe and understand what she is looking out for. So... Yeah... its fate... its difficult for 2 people to get together.

Then someone says for no. 2 if you don't try you will never know. So my answer is I tried too many times. Hahaha... I am sure of my gut feel, it never fails. Don't only think that women have accurate six senses. Guys can have accurate gut feel when he tried too many times. Haha...

Then another person will say if you try hard enough she will be moved. So my answer will be does she even know that what you are doing is trying hard? Haha... Yeah... Negative emotions that is. Pessissmistic. But... Well... This kind of things you stay positive, you may become a pest or a leech. Haha...

I am 22... I feel old... I still don't know alot of things... I need to learn... I need to improve... Thats all... emo-ness is bad for health. Sleeping shall stop this emo-ness... =]