Finally I am in school today after my sicky episode for the past 2 days. Haha... Feeling good. No more giddiness, no more headaches... Yay!!! went for one lesson and I flew back home expecting to study for my test tomorrow. But in the end... nothing gets in... I decided that if I understand the concepts I can do the test tomorrow. So I decided that I have already understood the concepts. So thats it... No need to prepare liaoz... Haha...

I was browsing some blogs from other people and I realised that people have far more exciting life than me. Haha... They really do have a life. They really look like they were enjoying what they were doing. They really look joyous, happy, cheerful. It sets me thinking... Where is my life? Haha... No I am not emo... Just thinking mans... People always say oh I need a girlfriend whenever I say that... because it seems like I am bored and got no accompaniment. But that is not true. I don't think I need a girlfriend to be like the people who really enjoy themselves out there. Its two different things. I don't know how to articulate my feelings. But ya... If you get me you get me if you don't then move on. Haha... It also brings me to the point of how despo single guys at my age can get. Why do they keep thinking that they are doomed when they do not have a girlfriend at this age? Why do they keep thinking that they need to change to attract girls? Why do they keep thinking that they are outcast if they don't have a girlfriend? It just means that fate is not here yet for you. And if you can't attract girls means you can't. Haha... Guys will never know what girls look out for in guys. Guys may think wah... this guy sure the girls will like, but turn out the girl thinks the latter is disgusting. So ya... Haha...

Time to sleep... Wish me luck for tomorrow's test. =]