What is masculinity? What is femininity? Who and what defines them? Is it the society? Or is it the stereotypes we grew up with? How is one's masculinity and femininity built up? Family? Friends? The way you are brought up? Or the environment you grew up in?

I am upset... I have been pondering about something after hearing something. Perhaps, sometimes, we need to be more aware of our dispositions and think whether they conform to the society's stereotype before acting... I start to see light for some things after hearing this something. Perhaps I need to change... Perhaps I need to learn... Being yourself is impossible in the city of possibilities... How ironic... The NDP called Singapore a city of possibilities but it won't be much of a possibility if stereotypes are still so deeply held and people aren't receptive at all.

Well anyways, sadness aside. Life has to go on. School has started for almost a week already, its time to mug, mug and mug. Keeping yourself busy helps you forget things but the point is can you stay focus in the midst of sadness. Nevermind... If there is a will, there will be a way. Haha... "Project Mugger" shall start tomorrow at 0900hrs. Life for the coming months will be more or less monotonous, dull and gloomy so much so that you may just start asking what's the meaning of life? Haha... Well, I can't see any meaning but I know the purpose of my existence. Haha... Take care of my parents and give them a comfortable life for the next half of their life. So I need to study hard, get a good degree, find a job with good pay and earn lots of money. Haha... Till then... Jiayou to myself...