Blogging has become my bad habit. Haha... Everytime I on my laptop, I will go to blogger to blog about something. When there is nothing to blog, I think of squeeze out something from my brain to type here. Haha...

Rush hour 3 yesterday with jc friends. It has been long ever since we last met. Haha... Everything's still unchanged. Haha... I am unchanged too. Haha... Moments of embarassments when you see your ex and the two of you still have the mo qi to order the same food to eat. The bad thing is the bf is there and I didn't know she ordered the same thing. Haha... So when the food came i tot mine wad... Whose tuna and bacon fussili? Oh mine!!! Happily took the plate and started eating. Oppz... Then, she was like eh... its mine... "-_- Haha...

And from words of mouth, I feel so misunderstood. Misunderstanding lead to misconception which eventually lead to mistakes in judgement. Whatever, its the past. And when asked I don't think I will say the truth. For one, nobody will believe me as many may think that I am making excuses to cover up for the assumptions they think is real. For two, I don't want to sound so noble and nobody will believe that I am like that. Let me just remain as a jerk in her eyes. Can't we see and feel that she is more happy now than when she is with me? So... Mixed feelings... For one, I feel happy for her. For two, I ... ... haha... don't want to say. haha...

Alright off for tuition... JC band section gathering at settlers cafe after tuition. =]