And so... It broke... Yes... My tote bag or whatever you call it, broke and fell apart as I went home. "-_- Why are my things always falling apart? I used it for a miserable 4 months only and it gave way. Sianz... I dropped at bugis to search for a bag... With a budget constrain... I had no choice but to settle for a S&K back pack. Haha... Haven't wore a backpack for ages already. So... Now is the time. Haha... I think its ugly... But no choice... "You pay peanuts, you get monkeys." As candy suggests to me before when I was complaining about how ugly G2000 business pants were. I think its true lorz... Seriously. Haha.. So ya... Next week I will be carrying a ugly back pack around the school. Haha... Whatever... I go school study... I should stop being vain. Ugly ugly lorz... The good thing is on Wednesdays, the weight of my investments textbook will spread over both of my shoulders instead of just my right shoulder. Haha... Thats the only cause for celebration!!! Yeah!!! Haha... Gone mad.

Came home did up my resume for ab228a. Squeezed everything into one page. Omg!! Its damn difficult. But I did it. Wee~ Time to rest and relac... I started the day early... Yawnz...

Today is a accounting day... Morning Accounting II tutorial. Afternoon, I tried to do my AA201 tutorial 7. Came home continued doing it... Until now and I finally got all the answers. Wee~ Happy... =] Went to the electives lesson to sleep. Haha... Saw Kimberly there... Haha... She said my icon is dyed hair... Like since when??? Only this sem I got heavily coloured hair mahz... Lazt sem dun have wad... Haha... She must have mistook me for a wrong guy... Haha... Jokes...

Took train with Eve again... Because we stay in the east and are taking same electives... Ya... so we were toking about the AA102 project... I was lamenting how difficult it is to do the BSC and performance shit for my alloctaed company Star Cruise Ltd... Because for Star Cruise they have so many cruises... each cruise got different strategy different aims... How to evaluate... And she gave me some pointers... People around me are so smart... Woo~ Its good... Eustress... You start feeling stupid and you work harder than expected... Haha... Yeah... Jiayou!! Wee~

Half asleep for investment lessons... Couldn't understand a single shit the tutor said as usual... I hope the exams come out all calculations... cos i can't understand the theory. Haha... Surprise quiz. OMG!!! But lucky I did the questions last night because Lee Peng asked me about it and I suddenly felt like I must finish all the questions. And tada... surprise test on one of the questions. Haha... Yeah I can do all of it and get all the answers.... Victory... Thanks Lee Peng! Haha...

Met Eve and Darren on the train after school. Haha... They were talking about investment also. Wah piang... I don't understand a single shit they were discussing. Stressed... Haha... Dropped at City Hall to deal an internet sale I made on Keeptouch. Haha... Yeah!!! Total earning today = $20, Cost = $0 (because use concession, paid for it no matter if got deal or no deal today... so its a sunk cost, no need to include in this transaction). Haha... Gone mad... Its just $20 but better then nothing... I am broke... Keep on eating eating eating... Gold mountain, sliver mountain also can finish lorz. Haha...

I got 830 lesson tml... But I don't feel like sleeping... I got unfinished tutorial but I don't want to do... Its all about the same thing... "-_- Surf net... Haha... Wee~

I woke up early intending to study... But the weather is making me sleepy. Yawnz... Haha... Investments calculations are quite doable... But I don't understand the theory behind all the workings. Whatever... I am lazy to study liaoz... Time to doze off... Haha... For those who miss me, gonna scare you with my face... BOOO!!!

And so today fly pass like this again... I did nothing much... Tried to read up for investments but all efforts was furtile. Nothing gets in. I came to the conclusion that the problem is not with me but with the book. The author writes in circles. No topic sentence at the start of each part. Yihui confirms my belief. Haha...

My brain is maxed out. Cannot function already. I hope I can squeeze everything inside my brain tomorrow morning. I am gonna wake up real early. Like 730am, do workout, then eat breakfast and get down to mug for investments. Jia you!!!!

This is bad... This is bad... I slacked the whole of today... I never mug... I call this the "moodless to study syndrome". I suffered from this syndrome last sem and got straight Bs. I must do something to cure myself of this syndrome. Haha... Okie crapping again. I must get down to work tomorrow morning once I wake up. As for tonight, I don't think I can concentrate. So... Just let it be... Haha... Sleep early... Nitez... Sweet dreamz...

I was supposed to go for Zenon's birthday party at Coasta Sands Pasir Ris yesterday night. But I decided not to go... Oppz... Pang seh Yiwen and Limin. Sorry people...

Today went for tuition... Suddenly the tuition kid becomes so smart... Know how to do all the questions. Haha... I am a good teacher. Wee~

Came home to do my aa201 questions for presentation tml. Haha... All my aa101 knowledge rusty liaoz... Had difficulties doing mans... Spent hell lots of time doing the two questions. But yeah... I got all the answers... Met online for discussion with my group. Boy... Edwin is pro.... His notes to accounts like all in words one... Like proper financial statement kind... My one is like point form... with minimal words and alot of numbers. Haha... Pro... Combine two of our answers together and we have the perfect answer. So happy. We spend like less than 45 minutes to discuss only. Haha... Well done... No more dumb asses who spend ages to understand my super comprehensive answers. Haha... Accounting students are pro and smart... Haha... But well... I am the exceptional business student who is as pro. Haha... =X Okie... Damn haolian... Okie... end of the day... Time to rest, relax... surf net, read magazines, lie on bed and rot as you listen to music... ... CIAOZ...

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Formal wear to school today for AB228A. Haha... Interesting lesson. We learnt how to tuck in our shirt properly. Lots of things about formal wear. Now I find wearing formal wear so fun... No more a dread... I was telling Mindy that wearing the formal outfit makes you look so pro on the train and on the streets as you walk with little click clock noises from leather shoes and for ladies the heels. It gives you the feeling of going to work in shenton way or raffles place where people walk through the underpass from the mrt to the exit that leads them to their offices. Don't we feel excited about being one of the pro looking working class in the future? I bet most people won't feel like I do but I definitely look forward to entering the workforce. No more mudane school work where what you learnt doesn't necessarily come in use in the society, BUT a highly competitive and stressful environment where you are put under pressure to learn the way things really work in the society.

The crazy weather these days are driving my sweat glands crazy. One minute it is extreme heat and the other minute it is extreme humidity. I am sweating like mad as I walk from one point to another. Its irritating. So I decided to cut short my hair. Long or mid length hair are hard to maintain especially when you sweat so easily and you go swimming so often. So... Yes... Snip off those excess hair... I want thin layered hair that doesn't touch my ears. Cooling and easy to style. Haha... Yeah... So I went Chapter 2 in Marina Square. The stylist is pro - damn good service. Its the best hair wash I ever experienced so far. Its really comfortable as she really massage your head or scalp really well. She explains how she is going to cut and style your hair before she actually wield her scissors. She gives suggestions on the type of hairstyle that flatters your face taking into consideration your requirements. Her name is Sherlin Yap. Its not that the other stylists I have encountered never do such things but this stylist is just different in terms of her service. Some stylist just follow your instructions, some stylist don't give good hair wash - just spray water shampoo press press your head then okie le. There hasn't been one that gives a good complete service like Sherlin does. So... Yeah... She is good!!! =] I love my new hairstyle... actually not much of a difference except that it is a little shorter on the sides and the top is very much thinner with more layers. Thats all... Mugging time... =]

Today I went to school for 2 hours of AA102 tutorial. One of my favourite lessons cos there are lots of eye candies in the class. Hahaha... No lahz... The tutor is good also... Very energetic and lively. Thanks saw hoon and yihui for sabo-ing to be the class rep. "-_-

After tutorial I decided to skip my elective lesson at 1530hrs. Since I got no AA201 seminar today, I can't be bothered to stay back until 1530hrs for a elective lecture. So yeah... I disappeared from school after the tutorial.

The sun is out!!!!!! Wee~ I went swimming. Its a good feeling to swim with the sun rays shining strongly on your. Yeah... I swam for quite long since the weather is good. 10 laps of front crawl and 10 laps of breast stroke. Although 20 laps lack the intensity to build the desired parts like shoulders and chest but I not swimmer mahz... So start slow lorz... Now my whole body aching liaoz... But after cardio you always feel very energetic and fresh... as in mentally. So... yeah... I should start mugging after rotting, sleeping and doing nothing for the whole precious thursday afternoon which I won't have for the next few weeks. BUT... I just feel like relaxing today... Project mugger shall resume tomorrow. =]

I feel damn proud of myself for being able to concentrate finishing my AA102 tutorial.... Wooo~ the first tutorial I completed since the beginning of this sem... Its like miraculous that something you read half asleep you can recall bits and pieces of it when doing the tutorial... =]

Investment lesson was like BORING... I was half asleep... Couldn't catch a single thing he say... One of the few lessons that you leave without learning a single thing... Yup... not a single thing...

Haha... Abner thanks for reminding me to workout mans... Haha... He suddenly msn me yesterday and said eh.. you should start ticking workout on your personal message... Ya lahz... Cos of my tummy... I shall diligently do my crunches everynight even though it don't really work... But I have no time for cardio mahz... so like bluff myself that crunches will help destroying the tummy. Haha...

And to end off... I think I am irritating sometimes... So I have to take note. Haha... Yup... Not emo... don't worry friends... Just some reflections... Zhanyi loves to ponder and think back about stuffs... But he won't get emo so easily lahz... Haha... Time to really mug... I just found out from Milene that there is a test for AA201 on 7 sept... Which is like 2 weeks from now... OMG!!! I still dunno whats going on for that module although the seminars are fun and you learn something. MUG MUG MUG... I need to mug... Jia you... Cannot say cannot concentrate liaoz... Sure can concentrate one!!!! =] Corrinne May is nice... I mean her songs... Haha... No link...

Monday blues... The skies are blue... The books are blue... The buildings are blue... The streets are blue... Everything is blue... Mood included...So I have ceased to mug today... Totally no mood.

I missed my workout today again... Haha... Cos woke up early for school... tummy is seriously bulging out worz... Haha... But I am still eating alot... Hungry mahz... I won't allow myself to starve. A couple of running will flatten it... =] Wake up tomorrow to run...

Nitez... Sweet dreamz... Set some goals before sleeping... By tomorrow, I must have finished the required readings for AA102 and chapter 2 of Investment textbook. I can do it... Jia you!!!!!!!! Alright... Sleep liaoz... Lights off... ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz........

Plans don't always go as its planned. Haha... I spent the whole night doing the maths methods for finance tutorial yesterday... Its like how come the questions like that? cannot get answer one??? Its like when you read the examples like oh okie like that and then like this. But when do the questions, after like that cannot like this. Whatever, blanks everywhere. In the end, I never do my 201 readings again. Well... Going to seminar unprepared again tomorrow.

Its a bright and SUNNY morning... WOW!!! But I can't go swimming because I got tuition later. Well... Its fated... I will soon be pale and unhealthy looking again. Haha... Don't care lahz... Don't want to be vain. But the lack of cardio activities this week have revealed a bigger tummy. Haha... I think I will go running everyday next week to burn the tummy fats... Haha... So funny right? Last time when I was thin, I told myself if I can be fatter I don't mind the tummy. But now that I am like abit fatter than last time, I mind the tummy and try all means to get rid of it. Humans are never satisfied. Haha... Unlimited wants, thats why we have scarcity. Hahahaha...

I heard a melody in my dreams yesterday. It was very nice. But when I woke up I couldn't remember the tune. Darns... Hope I hear it tonight again. Haha...

Tuition and meeting abner after that. He is still upset over his relationship problems. Well... I don't know how to comfort him lorz... All I can say is just let go and move on... I don't quite get why people cannot move on because they 不甘心 the girl or the guy chose other people over them. I mean if they chose someone else 1. there must be something they see in the other person that you don't have; 2. you all are not fated to be together; 3. nobody is better than the other person, everyone is unique in their own ways to make another person like them. So... Whats the point of getting all upset by being 不甘心 because you think the other person is lousier than you and don't match the girl or guy you like better than you? Lets just smilez, let go and move on to a brighter future. As the chinese saying goes: 拿得起放得下. So if you can pick up something learn to let go of it as well. This way, you feel much happier in life. We live only once, don't make ourselves upset when you don't have to. Alright. Cheers... Stay happy.

I had a bad stomach yesterday... Its like stirring inside and its a terrible feeling man. Went to the toilet many times... Haiz... It must have been the pau I ate in the morning. My bad stomach delayed my mugging plan lorz... I didn't do my AA201 readings yesterday night. Sianz... Means everything is postponed by one day and I can't rest on sunday. Haha...

The weather is bad yesterday and today... Haiz... When I am free to go swim, it must be a cold, gloomy and rainy day with no sun. How sad... Its a signal for me to stay at home and mug lorz... Haha...

Suddenly I like corrinne may so much... I have been listening to her songs since yesterday night amidst my frequent toilet expedition... Haha...

Alright... it should be time to mug already... Hope that the sun will come out in the late afternoon and I can go swim... My tan is going away and I am starting to look pale again. Hahaha... Till then... Jia you to myself...

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Time flies at the speed of light... The second week of school flash pass just like that. I haven't been doing my readings and tutorials religiously. Haiz... I should mug damn hard this weekend to catch up with my work since I am not going out.

I love AA201 seminars. Because you go in without knowing anything but come out knowing the concepts even if you haven't read any of the readings. It is like one of my favourite module because I don't like to read. I like to listen and absorb. So yeah... I love this kind of modules, listen and understand no need to study so much. Its like AA101. Yeah... I never do any readings but still get A. Haha...

AA102 tutorial rocks too!! I love my class... Haha... I made tons of friends inside the class today although I know almost half of the class as they were all from my marketing class last sem. Haha... Coincidences!!!! And there was this girl who keep looking at me and at the end of the lesson she came to me... "We know each other right????" Haha... Yeah... she looks familiar. But I just couldn't recall where I met her before. Then I looked at her and she looked at me. "OH... The sub-dean lunch... haha..." So nice... So we form project group together with michelle's friend who is said to resemble "Mulan". Haha... Yeah... Pretty enjoyable AA102 lesson with a rather ethu and lively tutor. And I thought it was gonna be a lonely lesson by myself where I know no one. Surprises like this brighten your day mans... Hehe.... And there were quite a number of good looking girls in the class. Woo~

Went for emotions in everyday life crap lesson. Haha... got rain's sad tango MV to watch somemore...ended so early. Went home with Eve. Haha... She is so hardworking... Inspired me to work hard too... So I came back and mug for 1 and a half hours for my BF212. Hehe... I finished chapter 12. It is actually quite simple if you really sit down and read the textbook ten thousand times to find out whats going on. Haha... Yeah... I did it... I feel a sense of fulfillment and accomplishment. Next, tomorrow night will be AA201 readings. Then, sat AA102 and BF215. Sun, rest and relac. Wee~ Perfect plan... Lets do it... =]

"If you don't find a gf/bf now you will not get much of a chance in the future when you start working." someone told me that. Haha... Yes its true to a certain extent. But that doesn't mean you must faster find a girl or a guy in school to get attached with just because everyone else has a gf/bf and you just wish for a relationship now.

I would say people who get attached just because he/she wants a relationship are silly because they create troubles for themselves and hurt the other half. No? I would say to a great extent yes. Because people of such will number 1: never put their gf and bf on the top of their priority, hence neglecting the latter most of the time resulting in a host of problems leading to a strained relationship. number 2: become an extremely selfish being who always blames the other half that he/she don't understand his/her situation when in fact its the former who doesn't understand. number 3: like the other half because of either his/her looks or some other factors other than liking the other half as a person.

Haha... Okie enough about relationships. A guy shouldn't always harp about such stuff. I wrote this entry because Abner have been feeling low morale since last week due to some relationship problems. So... yes... I am the great adviser who keep telling him alot of things about relationships. So i feel inspired to type something about relationships here on my blog also. Haha... Well... of course its just my 2 cents worth... Maybe others have other opinions... can just post a comment eh. Haha...

Okie... its damn late already... Yawnz... Couldn't finish reading my Investment chapters... Nevermind... At least I finished half... Read on the train tml... Time to sleep... Nights... =]

I am in a cheery mood today. Don't know why... The AA201 tutor is crappy. Haha... BF212 lesson was a torture. Someone from the back of the class said the tutor came from outer space cos 90% of the things he said were like french to us. But well... What can we do... study the textbook hard, harder and hardest to understand the concepts cos asking the tutor to explain makes its confusing. Haha... Thats all about school. I am freaking tired today... I missed my workout today. I missed my lunch today. All because of lessons. Nevermind... Make up for everything I missed tomorrow. Haha...

Blogging has become my bad habit. Haha... Everytime I on my laptop, I will go to blogger to blog about something. When there is nothing to blog, I think of squeeze out something from my brain to type here. Haha...

Rush hour 3 yesterday with jc friends. It has been long ever since we last met. Haha... Everything's still unchanged. Haha... I am unchanged too. Haha... Moments of embarassments when you see your ex and the two of you still have the mo qi to order the same food to eat. The bad thing is the bf is there and I didn't know she ordered the same thing. Haha... So when the food came i tot mine wad... Whose tuna and bacon fussili? Oh mine!!! Happily took the plate and started eating. Oppz... Then, she was like eh... its mine... "-_- Haha...

And from words of mouth, I feel so misunderstood. Misunderstanding lead to misconception which eventually lead to mistakes in judgement. Whatever, its the past. And when asked I don't think I will say the truth. For one, nobody will believe me as many may think that I am making excuses to cover up for the assumptions they think is real. For two, I don't want to sound so noble and nobody will believe that I am like that. Let me just remain as a jerk in her eyes. Can't we see and feel that she is more happy now than when she is with me? So... Mixed feelings... For one, I feel happy for her. For two, I ... ... haha... don't want to say. haha...

Alright off for tuition... JC band section gathering at settlers cafe after tuition. =]

What is masculinity? What is femininity? Who and what defines them? Is it the society? Or is it the stereotypes we grew up with? How is one's masculinity and femininity built up? Family? Friends? The way you are brought up? Or the environment you grew up in?

I am upset... I have been pondering about something after hearing something. Perhaps, sometimes, we need to be more aware of our dispositions and think whether they conform to the society's stereotype before acting... I start to see light for some things after hearing this something. Perhaps I need to change... Perhaps I need to learn... Being yourself is impossible in the city of possibilities... How ironic... The NDP called Singapore a city of possibilities but it won't be much of a possibility if stereotypes are still so deeply held and people aren't receptive at all.

Well anyways, sadness aside. Life has to go on. School has started for almost a week already, its time to mug, mug and mug. Keeping yourself busy helps you forget things but the point is can you stay focus in the midst of sadness. Nevermind... If there is a will, there will be a way. Haha... "Project Mugger" shall start tomorrow at 0900hrs. Life for the coming months will be more or less monotonous, dull and gloomy so much so that you may just start asking what's the meaning of life? Haha... Well, I can't see any meaning but I know the purpose of my existence. Haha... Take care of my parents and give them a comfortable life for the next half of their life. So I need to study hard, get a good degree, find a job with good pay and earn lots of money. Haha... Till then... Jiayou to myself...

I have decided to do something different in this post. Instead of talking about studies studies studies, I am going to talk about brands. No no not chicken essence... It is clothes!!! haha... I will just mention five brands I love most. =]

1. Mooks
I love their t-shirts very much... Especially the emblem t-shirts... Can't find any pictures of their t-shirts... See it for yourself at the retail store in Heerens.

2. Topman
I like their basics. Their basics have got great cuttings in many different designs and colours. I especially like the baseball basics. It very nice. Even my mum says that I look good in it. Haha... But of course basics must be worn fitting... don't wear too big a size... They have got nice skinnies as well, but the size 30 and 31 are always not there...

3. Zara
I like Zara jeans... It has got very nice construction and unqiue designs. Though colours they have to offer are not as exciting as Topman's, the details on Zara jeans make it look so posh yet trendy. No pictures to show... Haha... As for its t-shirts, none has ever caught my eyes. So I will give Zara tees a miss. It has nice business wear as well... But the price is kind of steep for a poor pauper student like me. Haha...

4. Pull and Bear
They have slim fit jeans that fit so nicely, but their range is abit limited... All blue colour... But some are really nice. Haha... They do have some really interesting t-shirts like the sesame street ones the other time.

5. River Island
They have nice t-shirt sometimes... But I think they have got nice shoes too... even though my sis always says that it looks like school shoes... Haha...

Finally, I think I should recommend a new shop which is worth a look. It is the Design Tshirts Store Graniph in Bugis Junction level 2. If you are looking for t-shirts with interesting prints, here is where you can find them. 1 for $35, 2 for $60 if I am not wrong.

Hehe... Thats all about the brands I love. I guess I am one of the few guys who actually like to buy clothes for myself. Haha...

Yesterday was the first day school. Had AA201 seminar and BF212. AA201 is interesting and the tutor is funny and very good at using laymans terms to explain the concepts. 5/5 for this tutor. Applause!!!! Haha...

BF212 tutor was a big contrast from the AA01 tutor. He teach very fast and only use the technical terms. This abit worrying because BF212 is extremely difficult subject. Mathematical methods for finance is no joke. We had a simple question for finding the future value after 25 years for depositing $100 in the bank now with yearly 3% compound interest plus bonus of $1 at the end of first year and $2 at the end of second year and so on and so forth. My working was summation of [$100(1.03)^n]+n where n is the number of years. But guess what the tutor's working was????? He did a extremely long working and it involved differentiation, differential equations to get to the answer. OMG!!! Its so tedious. And he said "this is an exam question.... in fact half of it..." The whole class almost fainted on the spot. And he carried on teaching stuff for seminar 2. OMG!!! What the hell is stacking of portfolio into matrices???? I never learn matrices in sec sch and JC lorz. And he said "this is nothing new... the maths we are doing here is nothing beyond 'AO' Level... we are helping to refresh your memory only... in this course you need to apply this maths concepts to finance." Faints faints faints... Haha... And we thought that financial management was difficult... BF212 is 10 times more difficult than FM... Cheers... I think i will spend ten years to do one tutorial. Haha...

Okie... going to school for AA102 lecture liaoz.... Byes... Yeah tml no schoool because the lessons start on week 2. Wee~

I've got rashes... Damn!!! Its bloody itchy... But aloe vera lotion helps tons... The rashes subsided after applying thick layers of it on the affected parts... but when this part is rid of itchness the other part starts itching... AAAAAAAhhhhhhhh... Can i just peel off my skin!!! Haha... Must be cos of the swimming and tanning which make my skin dry and now it is not used to the dryness... Haiz... This is called making myself suffer for nothing. Hahha.... May the red rashes disappear when i wake up tomorrow... =\

School is starting soon... I am getting this uneasy feeling. I don't know why. People have been feeling upset recently. Haiz... Abner don't be upset over that hate you blog entry anymore, people who understand and know you well enough will not be affected by such blog entries. People who don't know you well will not go and search your name and find that blog entry to read lahz... So chills... You ae a nice guy... =] Susan don't be upset about your deferment from school, stay strong, stronger and be the strongest. You can do it... Believe in yourself... Jiayou... I support you!!! Need help look for me lorz... =] I am a nice guy. Haha...

When do you know that...

When do you know that you have put on weight? That is when all your straight cut jeans inside your wardrobe becomes fashionable skinny jeans...

When do you know that you have feelings for that person? That is when you have sudden urges to hear his/her voice and sudden yearning to see him/her.

When do you know that you are becoming vain? That is when you look at yourself whenever a mirror is available.

When do you not believe in yourself? That is when you try all means to find proof for what you do.

When do you know that you are bored? That is when you face your pc and surf the same website over and over again hoping for new updates on that website.

When do you know that you are sick of everything you eat? That is when you start to cook food that you haven't eaten before.

Haha... A series of when do you know on random stuffs.

Today is a sunny day. =] Yeah!! So I went swimming from 9am to 12pm. Wee~ Got tanned. But cos I am like white originally, so after getting tanned is still rather fair and a little red. Haha... Tanning oil with spf 8 don't help much with my skin which will transform into the skin of a roast pig under sun. Haha... Thats about all for today...

Went for the resume photo shoot today in school. Haha... The Gatsby black hair spray is lousy... I spray at home reach sch the colour fade liaoz... "-_- Anyways, got no choice still took the photo with my half heavily coloured hair. The photographer is professional. $4.50 for the shoot together with hardcopies aren't expensive, in fact it is super value for money.

And so I came home after the photo shoot, still trying my best to revive my desktop which has decided to die yesterday night. Okie... I realised I am damn childish or perhaps sissy to be personifying my belongings like this. Haha... Whatever... I am just a emo piece of shit which has feelings for all my belongings... bags, t-shirts, bed, chair, specs... So when they break down they leave me and i throw them away and never get to see them anymore... So they are deemed "dead". Haha... Okie... silly... But thats me... OMG!!! I am 22 yo already.... Wah... cannot time to grow up and be more matured. Haha... People are playing stocks, building their own business and take steps to build up their career and here I am crying over my broken stuffs. Haha...

School is gonna start real soon... I feel quite sianz about it... Don't know why... I seem to have lost it all... But well... I will buck up and be damn hardworking this coming sem. Lets be more positive... It is going to be any enjoyable, exciting and happy sem with pure good luck. =] Haha... Okie... My desktop is breathing.... I can reformat it but the start up is still chaotic with weird wordings or rather codes that flash non-stop like there is no tommorrow. Well... Whatever... Lazy to repair liaoz... I still have my laptop...