A tag from anonymous - a fren from jc. My previous blog entry must have been misunderstood. Probably, scared off anonymous, made him/her angry, sad, annoyed. But, well I will just express what I was feeling when I wrote the previous entry.

I am not saying I haven't made any good friends in JC. I have met wonderful people like clara, dot and my flute section. But, I feel distant from most of them. Good friends as they are, I myself know that we actually haven't got much to talk to each other about. Good friends as they are, we don't chat and meet often. That is what I meant by not close. Everytime I see sad personal messages on their MSN nick, I feel sad for them as well. I want to talk to them , I want to help them, but, I feel that I can't do much for them. I don't know how to comfort them, I don't know how to make them feel better, I am scared that I will annoy them more than make them feel better. That is what I meant by not close.

I feel depressed because I haven't put in enough effort in the past to keep all of these wonderful people closer to me. Now that everyone have their own life, I feel that it is hard to catch up with what I have missed in the past. Thats why I said I have wasted the first half of my life.

So, to end off, although I feel distant from all these wonderful frens from JC, I will always regard you all as good frens and part of my memories. =]

As for the "I wonder if anyone remembers me" its for a particular group of people whom I thought were my best frens in JC but in the end... ... I don't know what to say...