Its a sunny morning finally!! I went for a swim. Got a teeny weeny bit tanned because the rain came after a hour or so. "-_-

I detest empty promises!! Where are my tuition fees?? From sunday until now... I waited... and waited and waited... until today... Never transfer the money to me. Cannot live up to the promise don't promise lahz. Just tell me you will give me the money by when. Well... What can I say? Haiz...

Something started to make me think whether I in the right course yesterday. I feel so distant, far away, and indeed a total stranger to my course. So what if I study so hard and know everything within the books and notes to score As? Will the As get me anywhere? Do I know any thing beyond the books? The answer is mostly NO... I start to wonder if I will get a satisfying career next time in this way... I start to worry if I will excel and build a good career next time or will I be stuck as a lowly office worker all my life? As compared to some or in fact many others, I feel so insignificant and incapable whenever they wield their knowledge in the area.

But well... There are still 2 years for me to enrich myself and develop an intense interest in the area of my specialisation. Haha... We crave our own road... Perhaps my road is just rougher because I started a lot later than many others. Jia you to myself.