Yay... I finished watching 热情仲夏 already. Now watching 18禁不禁. Haha... 18禁不禁 got alot of pretty actresses in it. Woo~ Hahaha... Quite funny also lahz. Wanted to go swimming but it was raining, so cannot go. Haha...

Accompanying my sis to town tomorrow for the Great Singapore Sales... Why I accompany? Cos got free food and mayb free gifts. Hahahaha... Yay!! Then after that, meeting yihan and wenlong for a drink.

I am getting paranoid. Keep thinking people will pang seh me. Haha... Okie... I am sure they won't. Can't be helped but to feel paranoid cos kana pang seh until scared liaoz. Haha... So now my turn to pang seh others. Haha... I pang seh Abner for the focus group thingy. Cos I am really lazy to go. But well if I pang seh, I tell people the real reason, i.e. I really don't want to go cos I am lazy. Totally dislike people who pang seh and try to cook up a story and stupid excuses which I am smart enough to differentiate that it is fake. So pang seh is one thing, please don't lie. I seriously don't mind being pang seh a thousand times if you don't lie. But if you lie, I will be pissed. As simple as that. Just like when I reject something. I will just say I don't like so I don't want. Because that is really how I feel and I want people to know my true feelings. Though it may represent a lack in controlling emotions or in short EQ, this works as a double edged sword. How paradoxical can it be right? If you control your emotions so well, people do not know your true feelings and you may be quite superficial and fake in a sense. As a result, people grow weary of you and thinks that you aren't true. But if you don't control your emotions at all, revealing your true feelings everytime, it may hurt the people involved directly and cause instant damage to them. In addition, people will grow to be so scared of you and distance away from you. So the best is to be the middle of the road isn't it? Haha... Micheal Porter's theory fail in this scenario, middle of the road is a winning strategy here instead of a losing one. Haha...