The exams is nearing. This sem is different. I don't feel a single bit prepared. I don't really remember anything I read from the textbook. I only remember things that I discussed with Abner and things I sorta applied on real life people as I was reading the tetxbook. There are whole lots of details that I couldn't remember. My notes aren't good. It is chui as Abner suggest. Some of the stuff that only A students can see are not inside. I expressed indifference and refused to read the tetxbook again. I will rely solely on my notes during exams. I just don't like reading textbooks. Last sem, biz law was the only textbook I read extensively. The rest was like never finish reading. But yet I had the overbearing confidence that everything will be fine and I could answer people's doubts at the slightest wink. This sem I am like huh? got this thing? Oh no... Go see... Wah!! really got!! Reads abit... Aiya won't come out one lahz. Haha...

My need for achievement is slowly diminishing. My need to do my best in everything is falling. Haha... There is a change. Come to think of it. Why was there such a great desire for me to do my best and achieve excellence? What is it that is missing this sem? Nvm so much about that. My needs are not totally gone, it just decreased. I still wish to be able to do well and get all my As. Haha... I am so going to regret if I don't do well because I know myself that I am not putting in my 100% effort. Well, hope that everything goes well. A B+ for OB is enough. I shall rely on econs and stats for my As to push my gpa up.

Haha... I am toking about academic stuff again. Haha... perhaps I should change my blog's name to a boring undergraduate's life - its all about studies!! Haha... I am not looking forward to the end of the exams but I want to finish the exams fast. Ironic isn't it? Haha.... Not looking forward because I will feel lonely again. Nobody will be free to go out with me. Haha... Okie... Occassionally lahz. But most of the time I foresee that I will be rotting at home. I shall start planning my training in preparation for reservice in june. Will look for an internship. Hopefully they reply. Thats all about the plans for the whole of the 3 months holidays. It will fly past at the speed of light beofre you know it it will be school again. Haha... How exciting can my life get? It is time for me to think about how to make it more exciting other than just wanting to get good grades. Haha...