Woke up early today. Did my econs tutorial and OB presentation slides. For the first time, I am not going to be kan cheong about something. I will just wait and see. Haha...

Feeling down since friday but I felt better after chatting with lee peng online. Thanks for hearing my out ya. =] Haha... She also complained about the ah tiongs in her elective project group. Haha... I only learnt of the meaning of the word recently. Haha... I wonder why this name for them. It sounds like the name of the person whom was being hated by most people in school during secondary school and JC. Of course this person had a tiong in his name and his best friends call him ah tiong. Mention this word to some of the people in my sec sch and jc and you will get the respond like "EEEEEEKKKKK is he dead?" Haha... Recently, I saw this person in Orchard and he didn't recognise me at all. Haha... Not surprising at all man. Most people from my sec sch and jc don't recognise me anymore. I saw Irene the saxophone player in my sec sch band in school so many times and she didn't recognise me at all. As I was packing my cupboard just now, I saw a picture of myself taken when I was in sec 4. Omg!!! I realised that I had transformed. Comparing the me now and the me in the past I realised the true meaning of the classic word "toot". Haha... Okie, I am not slaming myself but its just amazing how I have transformed so much over the years. But of course the transformation is only the physical aspect. I have yet to transform much for the less physical aspect and I realised I have forgotten to control my emotions well recently. I used to be one to be able to control my emotions very well and I am losing it fast. Its time I picked up again and to never release my emotions childishly anymore. One thing that has followed me is that I am always pessimistic and cynical and I have yet to changed on this aspect. Haha... It is also my skeptism that helped me realised the true self of many people who say one thing and yet do another. It is the skeptism that helped me see through the true self of some people. My skeptism is accurate and I have never lost that. Its just a matter of time before my skeptism becomes reality. Enough said. It makes me sound as though I am a very scheming and cunning person by using the word skeptism. Haha... Well, I am one of isn't afraid of slamming myself because being able to slam myself means I am able to face my own shortcomings and I will be ready to deal with it soon. Haha... It getting abit heavy. So let's just stop.

Time for dinner. Steamboat at home again. Why? Because mum wants to finish the abalone left in the cupboard for weeks. Haha... Can cook other things with abalone? Why must be steamboat? Haha... Don't know. Just eat.