Oh my god, time flies... Recess week is gonna be over and I have done nothing much. Lots and lots of things to do and there seemed like there isn't enough time. This sem is a busy sem plauged with projects and presentations almost every week. Presentation takes time to prepare for people like me who isn't zai in presenting. As opposed to last sem, where there isn't really any presentations that needs prior preparation and all the subjects were just pure understanding and there weren't need to read up; this sem is the direct opposite. Of course as a science student I am suited for subjects in last sem while arts students like candy will be able to cope best this sem. "we swtiched roles" as candy says. Haha... I truly agree!! So... This sem, candy please go ahead and take my place in deans list, I will be back next sem for that place.

Well, as for the rather upset, gloomy, depressing or whatever you call that previous post. I must stress that I really meant things. Things that appear once in my life and things that really follow me through my life. It wasn't refering to people as in other posts when I missed or I weren't ready to face or meet people I will mention people. The previous post was indeed a self reflection of myself and my inability to kick my old habits and change for the better. A inner self frustration that I had to let out. Perhaps it was badly worded.

Anyway, I thank and appreciate the efforts my friends and someone who was once special to me to express their concerns for me by asking me out recently again. I am assured that I am not forgotten by you all. But I have to apologise for not being able to turn up for any of those gatherings because I was really busy doing my stuff. Of course, my stuff does not encompass only school work; tuition, family affairs, and of course my own time and space to rest, relac, exercise or to just walk around alone. So... Please do not think that I am not willing to meet up. When I do not even have enough time for my stuff, I dare not tink of allocating my scarce resources for any other stuff. Call that selfish but thats me. I can't sleep or eat well if my work is left undone. So... I am sorry. But once again thanks for everything you all have done. Do not worry that I will be as depressed as I am in the past, I will not. I have learnt to be strong enough to brace myself up and not feel depressed anymore. Maybe my blog sounds depressed from time to time but they are just thoughts inside me that I must release. So blogging is a good way to release my depression and carry on with life happily.