Went to give tuition... Its payday again. Deposit the money and went home. Normally on payday I will go buy something to reward myself for a month of work, school work or effortless tuition work. Haha... Whatever... But today, just wasn't in the mood to do so. So... Go home lorz. Haha... Econs micro test on monday. Tried to study for it. Did those online quizzes from the textbook website and I think I should be quite prepared already, got an average of 8/10. Good enough. Just too lazy to read the textbook... It is 11 full wordy, lengthy, neverending chapters. Forget it. I can make it with understanding of the super brief lecture notes. I have left the econs tutorial to do this weekend. I don't intend to do any OB until Tues. Four articles and 2 chapters... Can I finish it? Try lorz... Haha...

Chinese New Year is coming soon. I am not the least excited. It is a yearly event I drag my foot to, because you meet those relatives who are just not very nice and they are ever ready to pass caustic remarks about everything. Red packets are miserable. Total red packets I am going to recieve including my parents' one aren't even enough for me to buy a jeans or a business pants (around $80), perhaps enough for a good nice branded t-shirt. So... Chinese New Year is just any other day when you meet not very nice people. Haha... I am just going to hide at home after the first day of bai nian. I haven't buy any new year clothes. Lazy... Can't be bothered. Perhaps I will just grab some t-shirt at the last minute. I am only looking forward to the reunion dinner where there are tons of good food that you get to savour only at the reunion dinner. Like abalone, scallop, pacific clams, and many many more. Yummy... Haha...

Memories keep flashing back now and then. Whats wrong man... As much as they are nice, it makes me sad. What the hell... So... Why I study so hard? Because it keeps my mind busy. No time and space to spare for thinking. Why do I make lame, stupid, brainless jokes and spastic facial expression for nothing? Because I want to keep myself happily occupied. Why I like to stone and rot? Because it keeps my mind empty. Going crazy... It still hurts after so long...