It is the last day before school starts again... Oh gosh!!! Time flies at the speed of light. What did I promise myself to do during this really long break? I accomplished nothing. Haha... Except for watching DVD. Well done!! Somebody give me a medal for it. Completed 30 episodes in 2 and a half days. Haha...

This sem is a disaster for me. I am plauged with many problems which doesn't seems to go away. It is affecting my performance. It is affecting my determination to get As. I may not have high IQ and high EQ but I know that I will get As if I work hard like last sem. But there is just something hindering me this sem. I don't know why. Although there are days when I am fully charged to mug, 90% of the time I am not charged at all. The problem lies with me and myself. I need to set a long term goal to look forward to and to work for. That way, I will be motivated to work hard every sem. Okie. Enough said. I will survive this sem with lesser As. Candy my place in dean's list give you for one sem, make sure you mug real hard to replace me, don't throw face for RJC worz. =X Speak as though I am from RJC. Haha... I am not... Okie... Enough school work.

A call yesterday set me off pondering about alot of things again. It is the past. I wanted very much to join everyone for steamboat, but I am not ready to face her. I am just not ready. I couldn't let go. The main reason why I didn't go is because I don't want to sink deeper just by seeing her again. It hurts. Of course there were a host of other reasons but they will remain as reasons that I won't disclose here. The only reason that I could think of to turn up for the gathering is to return those things I borrowed from the people there. But... The desire to return those things weren't as strong as the desire to not go at all. Those memories became my dreams. I woke up to a gloomy morning. I looked out of the windows and saw the grey skies. It is a bad start. But I will make sure I take my mind off all those gloomy stuff and concentrate on the sunny stuff. The heavy clouds was blown away by the wind. Now, I see the blue skies and the sun rays came into my room. It is gonna be a splendid and fruitful day of mugging balanced off with DVDs followed by a hearty dinner at my aunt's house. Cheers... Rise and shine... Haha... =] My facts of life discontinued liaoz. Under construction. Coming soon... Haha...