Today went back to HB robinson to look for my DBS ex-colleagues who are going to become my colleagues soon on friday. Yay!!! Most of the people resigned already and there were many new faces. But, it still feels so great and comfortable talking to people on the same frequency as me. Limin and Yiwen rocks!!!! You all form the best part of my memories. It also felt good to see happy faces on the sight of my return. =]

Happy me went for a haircut plus colour... Haha... It didn't turn out to be the colour I was looking for but it still look good on me lahz. Haha... I wanted something new to my hair but the stylist said my present hairstyle suits me the best and it is best to stay at it and let it grow longer. So he layered my hair abit only, to people who don't know much about hairstyles it will look as though I never cut my hair lahz. Haha... Oh well, but if I style it, it will be different. Then again, lazy to style everytime... style when I am in a good mood only.

As I went home, suddenly it occurred to me that I should be more interested in something that is related to my studies and my career next time rather than getting more interested in staying fashion forward. I realised that I should be more interested in stocks, more interested in finding ways to get rich as I am in business faculty and not in arts and design. I went into a state of confusion as to whether I got into the wrong place and am studying in a wrong faculty as everyone seems to be so well versed in every business way and I am like no way there other than just studying hard and hopefully getting good grades only. But, its just me, I like to look good and just do what I am supposed to do (i.e. study hard get good grades and get into the specialisation which some people have been trying to dissaude me to go in, shall not mention such lousy people who are just lousy. =X)

Well exams are over and there has been non stop action from the point exam ended until now. I am dead beat, but I enjoyed myself. Yesterday, after the business law exam, I went for dinner with my beloved tuorial mates and then we proceed for a late night movie. Reached home at 3plus close to 4am. I slept for 5 hours and woke up to meet my friend who just returned from austrialia for lunch and then walked around town area to buy stuffs. Havn't being doing this for a while. It feels great to be in touch with my friend as well as the places I havn't had a chance to visit for a long long time. We also went to the purportedly "biggest" shopping center in Singapore - Vivo City which wasn't that big after all and there weren't much shops which appealed to us there. The clothes from Gap are like... like... not really worth the price that they are selling at. The design are so... so... boring... that I thought I was in Gionardo or Bossini.

My ex-colleague from DBS bank called me to ask me to replace her position due to something which I shall not mention here. I feel so sad for her. But I am glad that I have something to do during the holidays instead of staying at home and rot for one month till school reopen. Haiz. The news from her just makes me feel that certain things in life are just so like that and it reminds me of some really sad memories which can't be erased and forgotten just with a good night sleep. Some things are just so anticipated but you chose not to believe in it and eventually you realised that you shouldn't have taken that path from the start.

Anyway, on a lighter note my friend is a guy lahz and I am not gay. He is like one of my good friends. So to the avid fans and readers of my blog, it saves you some time speculating which girl I went out with today. Haha. =P

Nice song nice song... The mv... Very nice... 卓文萱 + 曹格 - 梁山伯与茱丽叶

Yay!! finally FM exam is over. Feel so relaxed. One more exam to go - Buisness Law. But its open book. Thank goodness. No need to memorise any ting dunno juz refer. =] FM paper was kinda easy but still the things I never study came out in the mcq. Darn... So overall, I dunno how to do the paper lahz. Haiz... Luck wasn't on my side... anyhow choose mcq answers all wrong. Oh wellz. aniwaes, exam is gonna be over. Yay!!!!!!

I know! I know! I know le!!! Haha... Not that I know how to do the exam today. I know who is the female singer called Genie who came to NTU that time. She is 卓文萱. Her poster was all over NTU that time when she was coming for a 校园演唱会. Haha. She has a duet with 曹格 called 梁山伯与茱丽叶 in her new album. Its very nice. Everyone go and listen. It should be playing quite often on yes 93.3 because its a new song. =] Her album cover:

Today was an unproductive day. Didn't do much of revision for the accounting exam on Monday. In fact, I have reached a point when I don't know what else to study for. I feel so unprepared yet I don't want to revise anymore. Oh whatever.

Went to national library to meet one of my tutorial mates to discuss the past year papers for accounting. But before that, I went to bugis cold storage to get a bottle of beverage. As I was queueing to pay up, I saw this sales girl in SweetTalk eating something sneakily. And guess what??? She burst into laughter when she saw that I saw her sneaky action. She laughed and laughed non-stop and when I left she shouted bye bye!!! So funny lahz. Haha. But anyway, she is quite cute lahz. =p

Oh back to the meeting, it turned out great. We were able to come out with answers for questions which both of us were unsure. =] Helped me see parts of answers in a question that I thought was the end. Haha. When I reached home, I did nothing but chat on msn with my FM seminar mate. After that, I fell asleep on my bed. When I wake up, it was dinner time!!!

During dinner, my army friend called from austrialia and we chatted for quite some time while I watched some hong kong drama serials dvd that my sister was playing on the dvd player. And I continued watching... Finally, the show ended and I sat down to study but I lose concentration every 5 minutes and here I am typing this entry. Haha.

Kids are the best musicians!!! Look at these kids. They play the xylophone so well!!! I think some adult percussionsts can't even play as well as them. Oppz.=X They have got good rhythm and dynamics control. So nice!!! The entrance of the temple blocks. So precise and accurate.

Sleigh Ride


I can't remember the name of this piece. But its so damn nice. Notice that there is a part where the bells is playing the counter melody?? Wah... The kid can really play in time lorz...

Yeah!!! One exam down. =] But the end of one boils the start of another. Haha. Exam today wasn't really tough but they tested things I didn't study. Oh man... Really didn't know what to write for one entire question worth 30 marks. Gone case. Really hope that I wouldn't get a C for it. Pray hard... =/

Shall not talk about exams anymore. Anyway I just transferred this photo from my handphone to my PC via Bluetooth. But, the stupid bluetooth module just decided not to work and my PC couldn't detect my handphone trying to send the file over. It took like 5 mins for the thing to work. Technology... Shouldn't it bring convenience and speed? It appears that it is retarded most of the time bringing much agony and frustration more than convenience. Thats why we study Information Technology to find out ways to prevent it from getting retarded. Haha... Talking nonesense again. =X Anyway tada!!! the photo:















Sambal crayfish and sugar cane juice add lemon. Haha. This is a photo taken with my superb photography skills using the 3.2 megapixel auto-focus camera of my sony ecrisson k800i handphone. Nice right? =X Haha... It was taken on Sunday when I went out for dinner with my dad and sis. We went to the bedok north 511 hawker centre for dinner. It is near my old house and it has under went major revamp and it is much cleaner than last time. It has got a new name - Kaki Bukit Food Centre. But the food is still so nice. What fond memories of the place I grew up in. I wanted to take the photo as this is the first time I have visited this hawker ever since I moved elsewhere (also in Bedok lahz). Believe it or not there was a special feeling. A feeling of attachement? Haha... Don't know...

For now, I am going to slack for one entire day before I start studying for the next exam. Go and sleep liaoz. Zzzzz... So nice... to think some people still in school taking their second paper of the day. Luckily I didn't take any electives. Can sleep now... Zzzz...

Today went for financial management make-up lesson, and the tutor gave a few indirect hints for the exams. Hint hint... did you catch it? Haha... The hint make my trip all the way back to school on a saturday morning not so worthless after all. He went through an exam paper and... The questions which he said was so easy that the person setting the paper must be damn kind and giving away marks, I got them all wrong. Haha... Like what my fellow FM seminar mate always says, CHUI!!!! Seriously, I think my FM is a gone case. No drive to study for it le. So lazy to study lahz. Having this problem of just sitting down and read something. Nothing gets in. I must be physically doing something to absorb and be productive. Haha... Pray that I will get good grades... =/

Exam is starting next week!!!!!! Mug mug mug mug... Need a mug to pour water into and drink? "-_- I am kind of tired, in chinese we call it waist pain back pain. Haha. Miss the time I lie down on the bed and rot the whole day. But today is a happy day as we gotten back our buisness law assignment and my results were unexpectedly good. Yeah!!!! Victory!!!

I want to sleep!!!! No bedsheets??? Yes I only have one set of bedsheet for my bed and it is being washed now. Yawnz... So tired woke up at 5.15 am today. Gotten back accounting practice assignment, not so bad after all - 73.5%. Quite happy with it. Haha... No lecture so I am home so early. Yeah!!!

F.I.R - 你很爱他. Nice song with simple instrumentation, especially the guitar parts. An expression of deep feelings.

Its friday!!! Yeah!!! One of the days I don't have to go to school and can spend the whole day rotting at home. Luckily I didn't rot too much today. Called my student's mum to inform her that I won't be giving tuition to her kid for the whole of November because of my exams and she accepted reluctantly. I felt kinda bad and irresponsible, but to me studies is still more important and her son's exams are over. So... whats the point of tuition after exams? Have a break have a kit-kat. Haha.

Today, I finally touched my IT textbook which I havn't touched for such a long time that it started to collect a bit of dust. After the readings, I went on to do the ERD which the prof is going to go through on monday. I came across an ERD question which asked about marriage and some conditions were like polygamous homosexual marriages between divorcees. Oh boy... How do we depict such complicated relationships in such a logical organised manner taking the form of an ERD? I left the question blank and lets see what the prof says. Haha.

Come to think of it, my life have been studies, studies and more studies ever since don't know when. Life have ceased to be interesting anymore as friends have entered and left my life so quickly. Ever though I am fully aware that an unhappy tomato will not perform to its full potential, I can't help but to feel lonely and upset sometimes. However, I have always reminded myself that feelings and work can never be mixed up and I must learn to unleash every bit of my potential under any circumstances. I am mastering it well and am on track. I must and will excel!!! Whatever it is, I certainly hope that the end of the exams brings a new start for me as my good friends from austrialia are coming back!!! Yeah!!! I miss you all so much. Can't wait for the exams to be over... Haha... Going to sleep liaoz. Prepare for another day of mugging.

Its tuesday, the only day I have to go to school early in the morning 6 o'clock. Time flies and exams are coming real soon. I am not well prepared and am trying hard to prepare for it. Its accounting revision today for myself and it felt like I somehow understood the concepts but still wasn't clear on many other issues. Definitely feeling the heat when I see people in all parts of the school mugging like they have never done so before. Ironically, I felt safe and comforted when I see my perplexingly relaxed tutorial mates.

The new couple in the tutorial group has became a "hot" topic amongst the tutorial mates. It definitely didn't feel good to be the "hot" topic of these crazy, fun-loving people for I had a taste of it before. Haha.

It is quite late already but I just don't feel like sleeping and it has been like this for weeks. I wake up as early as 9am and sleep as late as 3am but still feel normal and energetic the following day. Perhpas I am becoming smarter as reports have shown that smarter people don't sleep so much. Haha.

Since I can't fall asleep and I can't study anymore, I waste more time here. Haha. I realised an interesting fact recently: Sometimes, people look in a direction so much so that it seems like he/she is looking into your eyes but in fact they don't necessarily see you. I don't know is it me or what but I saw three of my friends walking pass me today and I am sure they saw me but when I smile and greet them they ignore me. Haha. It was a weird and creepy feeling, am I seeing things, or they don't recognise me? Or were they just thinking about something and didn't seen me? And hopefully there isn't a problem with me. Haha. Whatever lahz... So lazy to think of such things but I just found it an interesting fact to share. Its really damn late or rather early, and I suppose I must force myself to sleep already. =]